Oct 14, 2008 16:57
My room smells like my Autumn Air candle and I think Im becoming slightly obsessed with it. I think Im in love with the Rachel Zoe Project and Im a little bummed that I havent found a bike yet. I want to get dressed in sweaters and scarves and ride around downtown eating at the restaurants Ive never been in and bring Nick and Sean lunch if they want. I hate that Ive been stuck inside with nothing to do. Ive cleaned, Ive organized, Ive OVER slept, Ive showered, Ive read. I tried printing applications, but my printer decided to hate me today and wont work. I just need something to do. I need to start school, but I have almost 6 more months. I guess thats what I get for lagging and taking a "year" off. I need friends who want to ride around on bikes and drink tea with me at the Queen Bean, or take the bus around town all day just to watch people or shop. or do something besides jump into their cars and take off, just to do it for the expierence. Or run away for the day to half moon bay, or santa cruz or the city just to get a bread bowl or take pictures. I wish I didnt have dial up and Nick would talk to his mom about letting me pay for comcast so that I can actually edit pictures and post them becasue I dont have enough patience for all this waitingggg. I wish my boyfriends boss wasnt such a posing work aholic and actually gave my boyfriend shit to do during the day instead of wasting his time when we could be spending it together. ( I love my bfs boss, but christ) ugh. I just have alot of wishes!