actions
How is one to be judge if not by thier actions. What if those actions may seem bad or shady to other. what if those "shady actions" are driven by true emotions.What if mr.niceguy is not so MR.Niceguy.
Well it been a while since i updated this but a whole lot has hapen changes accur in my life. ill try to be breif but i dout that it going to hapen but here t goes so as you al know school started and as usal my dumbass doesnt register so here i am crashing courses lol so i crash my math class and since the first day see this chick her name is heidi and some thig bout her i didnt know what it was. and me ofcourse yal know i become very shy but come on know she like i wow.
so over the days i was like a little boy lol looking at her wehn she not lookin lol i know i know lol but yeah so then dnt even remeber but i was helping her or she was helping me and just like tht the ice was broken. and i some how got over my fear and told her tht i thouht she was cute (who raaaaaaaaaaaaaah!) lol i got over my shyness. well we tkl for a while and then she tells me those 2 word guys hate, I"M TAKEN!!!!!!! wehn i heard tht i didnt showed her but i waas pizzzz i was mad and i was bum out cuz for first time in a whole year the gurl i like is taken. so know i came to the decition back off and be MR. Niceguy like always am or would i step into the unown and still go for her not knowing what might hapen.
well i did something i never done i stop been MR.niceguy and went for what i wnted. why did i do tht
i dnt know.
but yea i really dnt know how she truly feels bou me maybe never will im just going day by day and most important im going with my instint and with the moment. i belive if you are sould mates or any thing in those basis no matter what you will come back and some time yo must go look some where else im not saying me and her are r anything im just saying what im thingking i know what we are and what we are not we are freinds i know tt much.cdo i wish were more yes i do wish we were more will tht ever hapen i wish am i goingto get hurt yes i probaly will and tht hapens but one thing you do is do thig with out a regret and always go with the moment and i can oficiall say tht a new me has emerge out of al this in a way he the same but in otherhe so much difrent maybe its for the best but one thing is for sure and tht what i feel and she knows how i feel bout her and any thing tht hapen its not her fault cuz she been straight up so any thing tht hapens is my fault
ps i got more question but at least now i know the answers
im out efie
Well it been a while since i updated this but a whole lot has hapen changes accur in my life. ill try to be breif but i dout that it going to hapen but here t goes so as you al know school started and as usal my dumbass doesnt register so here i am crashing courses lol so i crash my math class and since the first day see this chick her name is heidi and some thig bout her i didnt know what it was. and me ofcourse yal know i become very shy but come on know she like i wow.
so over the days i was like a little boy lol looking at her wehn she not lookin lol i know i know lol but yeah so then dnt even remeber but i was helping her or she was helping me and just like tht the ice was broken. and i some how got over my fear and told her tht i thouht she was cute (who raaaaaaaaaaaaaah!) lol i got over my shyness. well we tkl for a while and then she tells me those 2 word guys hate, I"M TAKEN!!!!!!! wehn i heard tht i didnt showed her but i waas pizzzz i was mad and i was bum out cuz for first time in a whole year the gurl i like is taken. so know i came to the decition back off and be MR. Niceguy like always am or would i step into the unown and still go for her not knowing what might hapen.
well i did something i never done i stop been MR.niceguy and went for what i wnted. why did i do tht
i dnt know.
but yea i really dnt know how she truly feels bou me maybe never will im just going day by day and most important im going with my instint and with the moment. i belive if you are sould mates or any thing in those basis no matter what you will come back and some time yo must go look some where else im not saying me and her are r anything im just saying what im thingking i know what we are and what we are not we are freinds i know tt much.cdo i wish were more yes i do wish we were more will tht ever hapen i wish am i goingto get hurt yes i probaly will and tht hapens but one thing you do is do thig with out a regret and always go with the moment and i can oficiall say tht a new me has emerge out of al this in a way he the same but in otherhe so much difrent maybe its for the best but one thing is for sure and tht what i feel and she knows how i feel bout her and any thing tht hapen its not her fault cuz she been straight up so any thing tht hapens is my fault
ps i got more question but at least now i know the answers
im out efie