fanmix; signal fire
Title: Signal Fire
Pairing: Dean/Cas
Spoilers: None!
Warnings: None really, fluff/schmoop?
Disclaimer: I own nothing
Notes: Honestly? I don't even know. I am a big lover of fanmixes in general and have been planning to make one. Finally, here it is. I was aiming for a Valentines mix, even though I despise the holiday with a burning passion *lol* but it turns out I had it all made within a few days and weeks before February 14th. I was planning to write a fic to go with this but I wanted to get this out there as soon as was humanly possible, so no fic. Although, I may be willing to write one eventually as an add-on or something. ~shrug.
Fanmix Notes: A mix centering around Dean and Castiel's "profound bond" and all the feelings/words that I feel they have towards each other, but never show. 11 songs including the front + back covers. There were so many songs i wanted to use, it took me forever to cut them down to a reasonable amount and I hope they fit appropriately to Dean/Cas. My attempt at a proper explanation at the end.
Full Sizes: Front Cover | Back Cover
.joy division; i remember nothing;
Trapped in a cage and surrendered too soon
Me in my own world, the one that you knew
Away too long
We were strangers, away too long
.snow patrol; signal fire;
I could be stuck here for a thousand years,
Without your arms to drag me out.
In the confusion and the aftermath,
You are my signal fire.
The only resolution and the only joy,
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes.
.depeche mode; only when i lose myself;
I can feel the emptiness inside me fade and disappear
There's a feeling of contentment now that you are here
I feel satisfied
I belong inside
Your velvet heaven
Did I need to sell my soul
For pleasure like this
Did I have to lose control
To treasure your kiss
Did I need to place my heart
In the palm of your hand
Before I could even start
To understand
.razorlight; i can’t stop this feeling i’ve got;
I can't stop this feeling I've got,
I know who I am and I know what im not,
I know where ive been and I know what Ive lost
But I cant stop this feeling ive got
Wasnt looking ahead and I heard
Didnt I see, didnt I learn
And I dont know what you mean to me
But im starting to think its just a mystery
.radiohead; house of cards;
I don't want to be your friend
I just want to be your lover
No matter how it ends
No matter how it starts
.klaxons; it’s not over yet;
I'll live for you
I'd die for you
Do what you want me to
I'll cry for you
My tears will show
That I can't let you go
.biffy clyro; many of horror;
'Cos when my back is turned
My bruises shine
Our broken fairytale
So hard to hide
I still believe
It's you and me to the end of time
.my chemical romance; the only hope for me is you;
If there's a place that I could be
Then I'd be another memory
Can I be the only hope for you?
Because you're the only hope for me
And if we can't find where we belong
We'll have to make it on our own
Face all the pain and take it on
Because the only hope for me
Is you alone.
.snow patrol; just say yes;
Just say yes, coz I'm aching and I know you are too
For the touch of your warm skin
As I breathe you in
.delays; nearerthan heaven;
Now I know that you are nearer than heaven
I get the feeling I get nearer by the day
.sugarcult; back to California;
How long I'll wait
Just to say goodbye
You could never let me in
Holding on until the end
~Zip File~
Notes; The .zip file is password protected, so if you would like to download please message me on here and I'll send you the password see the bottom. comments/concrit are much appreciated and all that jazz :) Too sappy? I don't know. Tracks 01-02 is essentially about Castiel rescuing Dean from hell. Tracks 03-04 is aimed at Dean and Cas getting comfortable around each other - the human emotions Dean is making Cas explore, the confusion, fear, protectiveness and so on. Tracks 05-08 is all about the angel and the hunter realising they are more than allies, that they are bonded and how come the time, Castiel would die for Dean (as we've seen numerous times) and also how they need each other/are there for each other. Tracks 09 - 10 is them coming to terms within themselves that they do have that "profound bond" and that they crave more of each other, wanting to make a move but scared and cautious to make the first move. Track 11 is how they never did confess their feelings and how they'll hold onto each other and how they feel, even when one--or both--of them are gone, never being able to say that final 'goobye'.
I hope you like it!
ETA: Instead of having you all ask me, I decided to just write the password here, because I understand how tedious it can be having to wait/asking and all that jazz, so the password is: signalfiredeancasmixtape. Enjoy!
Also, if anyone wants to request a fanmix, feel free to do so! I'm really getting into this and itching to do more, so fire away? :')