Depressed....
so anyone that saw me today...could tell i was totally and completly depressed haha.Blair kept on asking me if i was gonna cry!ha well i did like once i got home but like yeah you probably wanna know why lol...its because i am so stupid and cant believe myself!!!argh well I came home and was talking to blair on the fone...then started crying haha i hate myself but then i talked to eric and he brought back all the memories from when he came to Cali!And I miss him so much haha well i gotta go...be depressed more!ha well im sure ill get over it i talk to "him" haha xoxoxo *nIcOleee*