He came home around ten, but I still don't know where the hell my mom is.
First and foremost, thanks so much to st_whatsername for cheering me up with her fucking orgasmic piccpam, which can be viewed in the comments of the previous post, and musical_anarchy for talking to me about crumpets and calming me down a lot without even knowing. Second, I apologize for posting 3 times in one day, but I NEED to get this out.
Now.
It's 10:07 PM, but fuck my stepdad if he thinks I'll be able to sleep tonight.
He got home with my sister about 5 minutes ago. Usually when mom isn't with him and I ask where mom is, he makes a joke, and then tells me. Tonight he'd either just made a joke, or say "Isn't she sleeping in the bedroom?"
Does he realize how stressed I am right now? He was fucking five hours late- no one in my family ever does this. I could be mature about this, but I don't want to. I hate acting my age (I usually sort of act above it kinda), but goddammit- right now I hate you, daddy. What kept you five hours? Where's mom?
I wonder if he's honestly convinced she came home with him. I'm so confused, but at least they aren't dead in a car crash. But seriously? Where is she? My family is hardly dysfunctional- if we are, mom and dad are very good at hiding it. Why won't he tell me?
*stares at her own icon of pretty David Hewlett because it's calming*. He's so beautiful...
At least I know my next entry will be happier- anything would be happier really...
Now.
It's 10:07 PM, but fuck my stepdad if he thinks I'll be able to sleep tonight.
He got home with my sister about 5 minutes ago. Usually when mom isn't with him and I ask where mom is, he makes a joke, and then tells me. Tonight he'd either just made a joke, or say "Isn't she sleeping in the bedroom?"
Does he realize how stressed I am right now? He was fucking five hours late- no one in my family ever does this. I could be mature about this, but I don't want to. I hate acting my age (I usually sort of act above it kinda), but goddammit- right now I hate you, daddy. What kept you five hours? Where's mom?
I wonder if he's honestly convinced she came home with him. I'm so confused, but at least they aren't dead in a car crash. But seriously? Where is she? My family is hardly dysfunctional- if we are, mom and dad are very good at hiding it. Why won't he tell me?
*stares at her own icon of pretty David Hewlett because it's calming*. He's so beautiful...
At least I know my next entry will be happier- anything would be happier really...