12-"I want a girl who will laugh for no one else"
I have lost the ability to be funny, I dont know if I ever was funny, but untill last friday or so people laughed when I tried to be funny. One of the worst feelings in the world for me is makeing a bad joke and then just...silence. that happend to me about 16 times today. And now im afraid to make a joke because I dont know if its a bad one or not, and if its bad then people will think im dumb and not like me anymore-IM GOING INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I used to be really good friends with this kid I went to hebrew school with, untill one day its as if we ran out of things to say to each other, and it became awkward when ever we hung out. I new this kid for ten years and now its as if all the stuff that we talked about and exprienced togather never happend. Its starting to happen agian with some one who i met in the begining of the year and became pretty close with, and I cant let that happen
I used to be really good friends with this kid I went to hebrew school with, untill one day its as if we ran out of things to say to each other, and it became awkward when ever we hung out. I new this kid for ten years and now its as if all the stuff that we talked about and exprienced togather never happend. Its starting to happen agian with some one who i met in the begining of the year and became pretty close with, and I cant let that happen