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my life hasn’t been too interesting lately, i dont think. um..i cant really remember though.
me and eric arent really talking. there was a falling out that included me and a straw and it being the last one. we'll see what happens. in movie news, we dont start shooting again until my spring break, hopefully. it should be fun-a whole week of shooting. in party news, its been pretty good, other than a fluke temple party that only confirms the fact that i hate temple unless it involves kath's dorm and a sweet-ass dance party. also i got in a fight with a dj at another party which was really excellent. and last night i went to a drexel frat, being like the only slightly attractive girls there, me and mich couldnt walk without falling over someone hitting on us. its funny to mess with silly frat boys though. eh..and one looked like steve bushemi (?) tonight i should be going to laurens to see my ladies and tomorrow's plans are a little gray as of yet. i have decided that the reason i have a messy room is not because i myself am messy, but because i am impatient. i like to have everything quickly accessible to me and if things are organized away in drawers or on shelves, that just wont work. i just read survivor and the giver again and it made me cry. again. i went everywhere looking for flowers in the attic and rapture of canaan, but no one has it, or their just a mean stupid boy that works at the book store on 19th and chestnut and would rather talk to some stupid blonde than help me (i can say that now). um...in school....im working with a 4x5 view camera which is...interesting. i dont know how i feel about it just yet... also i have to edit my children's wear collection, which is rather sweet. and im making a new skirt for myself which is oh so cute and if i wasnt a dumb ass and bought water based ink, it would be done by now...eh. umm...i feel that every day i grow more and more insane. i hope its just a phase. do we still have phases? michelle likes to watch the news and so now, i watch the news and never want to go into the city at night or alone. living with her is going well and i think we should be getting an apt soon. im starting to now embrace the complexities of life and using them the best i can. im going to start figure drawing again asap and stop being so lazy also. i hope i have a change in my life sometime soon. im in need of a big one.
ashlie: now comes with brown hair.
me and eric arent really talking. there was a falling out that included me and a straw and it being the last one. we'll see what happens. in movie news, we dont start shooting again until my spring break, hopefully. it should be fun-a whole week of shooting. in party news, its been pretty good, other than a fluke temple party that only confirms the fact that i hate temple unless it involves kath's dorm and a sweet-ass dance party. also i got in a fight with a dj at another party which was really excellent. and last night i went to a drexel frat, being like the only slightly attractive girls there, me and mich couldnt walk without falling over someone hitting on us. its funny to mess with silly frat boys though. eh..and one looked like steve bushemi (?) tonight i should be going to laurens to see my ladies and tomorrow's plans are a little gray as of yet. i have decided that the reason i have a messy room is not because i myself am messy, but because i am impatient. i like to have everything quickly accessible to me and if things are organized away in drawers or on shelves, that just wont work. i just read survivor and the giver again and it made me cry. again. i went everywhere looking for flowers in the attic and rapture of canaan, but no one has it, or their just a mean stupid boy that works at the book store on 19th and chestnut and would rather talk to some stupid blonde than help me (i can say that now). um...in school....im working with a 4x5 view camera which is...interesting. i dont know how i feel about it just yet... also i have to edit my children's wear collection, which is rather sweet. and im making a new skirt for myself which is oh so cute and if i wasnt a dumb ass and bought water based ink, it would be done by now...eh. umm...i feel that every day i grow more and more insane. i hope its just a phase. do we still have phases? michelle likes to watch the news and so now, i watch the news and never want to go into the city at night or alone. living with her is going well and i think we should be getting an apt soon. im starting to now embrace the complexities of life and using them the best i can. im going to start figure drawing again asap and stop being so lazy also. i hope i have a change in my life sometime soon. im in need of a big one.
ashlie: now comes with brown hair.