Oct 08, 2006 03:36
Son of a bitch, why can't you just let me be when I need you to? Why can't you understand me? I'm not you, our brains are not the same. I don't cope, think, feel or behave the same way you do. So what if I need an escape? Everybody does. I don't understand why you can't just be good for me, why do you have to make me feel this way? I feel like I have no strength anymore. Does it make you feel better to drive me into the ground like this? I don't think it does, but you do it so often. I don't understand your need for conflict, your need for things to be your way. It makes me want to cry. How could you treat me like this? I'm not that hard to understand, I just need a little space sometimes.
I love you.
To All,
Dei may not be around for the next two days, recent events have caused a veritable emotional shitstorm in my life. I am being slowly force to give up the things that I love because they don't work for someone else's perception of how things should be.
For all of you that care to reach me here are my numbers and my email:
(650) 298 9094
(650) 862 9921
deirdre@tumminaro.com
love,
Dei
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