Sep 09, 2007 12:19
I've got it back.
What is IT, you are asking yourself. Well it, is just it. That sense of power, that sense of beauty. You know, it. I went to a party last night, having some thoughts as to what would happen. Slowly and surly, my foresight returned. My capacity to see where events would lead, my capacity to read people, my old abilities that make me, well creepy. I can be a creepy person, not like stalker psycho shit like that. Just, some old traits that make me who I am. I've been a little bitch lately, and I'm tired of being the victim of my own emotions. I awoke today to Heidi, my ex, getting ready to head out. Not even telling me the tiniest detail of what she was gonna do, though I asked. I decided after she left, that I was done caring.
I'm in fucking control of this body and mind. Look out world, Zac is back, with a couple chips on his shoulder, a few less kinks in the armor, and a limp.