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1) List 10 things that you want to say to 10 people.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Never discuss it again.
1. You truly are like my other half. We always somehow manage to prove that regardless of the short span of time that we've actually known each other. Somehow, you and I were meant to meet. Maybe we were twins in a past life. I dunno. I truly treasure our friendship. I just feel that one day things won't be the same as they are now.
2. I love you to death and you know that. I'm just a dick to you because I'm sick and tired of seeing you get hurt so many damn times. Yes, I do mean that fucking immature peace of shit asshole that can't grow the fuck up and finally realize that in this world there is no such thing as perfection. You know that if your mother knew all of the things you've been going through lately, she'd probably say the same things. But I guess my opinion doesn't make much of a difference anyway, does it? What worries me most is that I know within one year we may not be friends anymore.
3. I'm not sure if we're really friends or not. I do enjoy your company sometimes. What really makes me happy about this is that you can't hurt me anymore. Like seriously, I think I'm finally over it all. Thank you.
4. I'm not perfect and you know that. So please stop making me feel like I have to be. I hate the fact that one day you're going to be happy knowing that I've accomplish everything that you've wanted for me. But then when I'm not happily married with a woman. What then? Will I still be your pride and joy?
5. I truly miss and admire you. You're out of here and making something of your life. That's what I aspire to do. I'm just worried that maybe you did it all too early in your life. I guess I'm just trying to say that I miss my little sister and that I worry about you. And to be honest it seems that you're so alone all the time. I dunno. I just worry too much for you.
6. Sometimes I worry for you because I fear that one day when reality finally hits, you'll wake up dead.
7. I just met you a couple of months ago but you've proven to be a great friend. I just feel robbed because I know that when senior year ends we may not see each other ever again or even speak to each other ever again. It sucks, really. Maybe we're just meant to help each other get through the next 7 months of life. So, to Life.
8. I can feel myself falling for you already. I know you're going to hurt me. Terribly. I just know it. What I think will hurt the most is that when that time comes, you may not even care. I'll just have to take everything as it comes. I should honestly stop this now before it gets too far, but I kind of feel like I'm in quicksand. FUCK. I think what worries me most is that this all happened so quickly and suddenly. It makes me wonder if it could end just as fast. You're DEFINITELY going to make a major impact on where my life goes from here.
9. If it were up to me you wouldn't exist. I've never hated anyone before and I'm not going to start now. Hate is too strong of a word. I don't hate you. It's impossible for me to do that, but you know what? I'm pretty close enough to it. He deserves so much better than the bullshit you put him through. You say you love him but you treat him like a dog. Grow the fuck up and find some one else to be your pet. He's too good for you. Fuck yourself. I hope karma comes around one day and does more fucked up things to you than you could ever imagine to do to him. Have a horrible life.
10. I love you. It just bother me how you can never do anything for yourself. Stop worrying about others. Start being selfish. Your life is starting soon but you sit here wasting your time doing tedious things. How are you going to get anywhere in life when you can't even get things done. You have so much potential and could do anything, ANYTHING you want but you would rather settle than succeed. I just hope life really turns out to be what you hope for. I guess all that really matters in life is just finding what truly makes you happy and keeping it until you die.
Why does senior year have to be the one year where the decisions you make now will settle what your life will be like for the next 40 years?
Much Love, <3
-Roman-
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Never discuss it again.
1. You truly are like my other half. We always somehow manage to prove that regardless of the short span of time that we've actually known each other. Somehow, you and I were meant to meet. Maybe we were twins in a past life. I dunno. I truly treasure our friendship. I just feel that one day things won't be the same as they are now.
2. I love you to death and you know that. I'm just a dick to you because I'm sick and tired of seeing you get hurt so many damn times. Yes, I do mean that fucking immature peace of shit asshole that can't grow the fuck up and finally realize that in this world there is no such thing as perfection. You know that if your mother knew all of the things you've been going through lately, she'd probably say the same things. But I guess my opinion doesn't make much of a difference anyway, does it? What worries me most is that I know within one year we may not be friends anymore.
3. I'm not sure if we're really friends or not. I do enjoy your company sometimes. What really makes me happy about this is that you can't hurt me anymore. Like seriously, I think I'm finally over it all. Thank you.
4. I'm not perfect and you know that. So please stop making me feel like I have to be. I hate the fact that one day you're going to be happy knowing that I've accomplish everything that you've wanted for me. But then when I'm not happily married with a woman. What then? Will I still be your pride and joy?
5. I truly miss and admire you. You're out of here and making something of your life. That's what I aspire to do. I'm just worried that maybe you did it all too early in your life. I guess I'm just trying to say that I miss my little sister and that I worry about you. And to be honest it seems that you're so alone all the time. I dunno. I just worry too much for you.
6. Sometimes I worry for you because I fear that one day when reality finally hits, you'll wake up dead.
7. I just met you a couple of months ago but you've proven to be a great friend. I just feel robbed because I know that when senior year ends we may not see each other ever again or even speak to each other ever again. It sucks, really. Maybe we're just meant to help each other get through the next 7 months of life. So, to Life.
8. I can feel myself falling for you already. I know you're going to hurt me. Terribly. I just know it. What I think will hurt the most is that when that time comes, you may not even care. I'll just have to take everything as it comes. I should honestly stop this now before it gets too far, but I kind of feel like I'm in quicksand. FUCK. I think what worries me most is that this all happened so quickly and suddenly. It makes me wonder if it could end just as fast. You're DEFINITELY going to make a major impact on where my life goes from here.
9. If it were up to me you wouldn't exist. I've never hated anyone before and I'm not going to start now. Hate is too strong of a word. I don't hate you. It's impossible for me to do that, but you know what? I'm pretty close enough to it. He deserves so much better than the bullshit you put him through. You say you love him but you treat him like a dog. Grow the fuck up and find some one else to be your pet. He's too good for you. Fuck yourself. I hope karma comes around one day and does more fucked up things to you than you could ever imagine to do to him. Have a horrible life.
10. I love you. It just bother me how you can never do anything for yourself. Stop worrying about others. Start being selfish. Your life is starting soon but you sit here wasting your time doing tedious things. How are you going to get anywhere in life when you can't even get things done. You have so much potential and could do anything, ANYTHING you want but you would rather settle than succeed. I just hope life really turns out to be what you hope for. I guess all that really matters in life is just finding what truly makes you happy and keeping it until you die.
Why does senior year have to be the one year where the decisions you make now will settle what your life will be like for the next 40 years?
Much Love, <3
-Roman-