fuck february 20th
my mom freaked out on me today bc i dont have a clean room and "have an attitude" and said that im doing nothing for my birthday. i layed in bed crying until i stormed off to work. okay im probably too dramatic but this is my birthday and ,call me a brat, but it's really important to me. my birthdays have been important to me since i can remember. so i, louisa elizabeth lord, will be doing nothing on my birthday. i wish it wasnt even coming. i hope i never turn 18. i cant wait til my kids ask me "mom, what did you do for your 18th birthday" and ill probably reply with "watch desperate housewives by myself." so the day i was looking forward to is not coming. well, i guess everyones off the hook now. i just want my birthday to come with no one mentioning it ( i know a little different from before lol) i hope the calender skips from february 19th to the 21st.