life
so i worked all weekend. its not that bad im maken some money for stuff i need. well schools going good. im getting alot of homework i would say but im at least doing it and going to get good grades again. and hopefully better ones then last year. so no date yet but im going to go with or without one even know if i dont seem to have one i will show up with ine. i always seem to get one last minute. like shes never the one i probally really want to gowith but i make sure i have a good time. so the one girl that i kind of like and that i just kind of met has odds against me. so like i saw her looking at me and talking to her friends about me but i havent really gotten a chance to talk to her myself and i see that shes friends or at least pretty sure shes friends or at least has friends that are friends with my ex. so like if i ask her to the homecoming dance or start being around her my ex will just have sumthing to say. which probally isnt good stuff. but who knows i might not ask her anyways. but im prety sire im asking some girl this week but i think its a little early nothing ever last in advance. so maybe ill ask next week. but im going to ask liz first tho i think. then im not sure who to ask first tho. like i have like girls that i kind of like but i really dont like anyone that much. i just cant seem to like anyone anymore. like i have alot of girlfriends that would be cool to go with to if she doesnt have a date and i dont either. but i dont know. girls are just drama. so last friday almost got in fight with justin but then we just talked. and i found out that hes not as bad as i thought maybe it was more my ex. but then i didnt hear her side yet but we dont seem to talk anymore or be friends but i guess thats ok. its not the way i thought it would turn out but i guess things happen certain ways. but it was funny that we had the same shirts on. i saw her from far aaway at lunch and i thought it was the same one as i had on so she sat down so i was loking at her well the shirt on her and i was like it is the same shirt. well i dont know if its really that funny but i thought it is so forget the rest of u. well g2g bye