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[blossom14302]

So Christmas has come and gone already. Sometimes I wonder where the time has gone. It seems like just yesterday it was summer and we were getting ready to start back school and now it is Christmas break and we are getting ready to start back next semester. I can't believe that this is going to be my last semester of college! I have mixed emotions about it, like I am not ready to have to work everday for the rest of my life but I am also ready to start my OWN life. I am ready to move out and start doing some things on my own. I love my parents to death but I think that they have sheltered me just a little too much. I haven't been able to go out and make the mistakes that I am supposed to be making in college to learn a lesson. My parents think that I have seriously had 2 drinks in my whole entire life and those were on the cruise that I wen on with my Mom. I am just ready to have something to call my own for a change and not have to have my family financially support me and say "well since I am supporting you, you have to go by my rules." I hate that more than anything. And not to mention that I am so ready to start my life with Chris. We have been talking more and more about getting married, I know that we have kinda always talked about it since we have been together but it now we say "WHEN we get married" instead of "IF we get married." Anyways....

I am so ready for New Years. I think that it is going to be so much fun. That is, if we can get through it without some kind of drama like we always seem to have. We are going to Mr. Long's wedding and then coming back for the New Year's Eve party. I hope that there isn't too many people there or it might be kind of crazy. I haven't drank anything really since my incident in Florida so lets just hope that I don't repeat that again...lol

Well it is getting late and I should probably wind this down. Peace out!