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i think i might be stuck in a rut. i mean, clearly this makes sense. i haven't really wanted to do anything for days, i'm still in bed right now to be honest lol. i'm super sleepy and pretty content to do just about nothing. josh could be right, "January Blah's" seem pretty applicable, but this unproductive, uninspired and unmotivated me won't go over well when i start having to do real work.
the tip off? my dreams. i keep having dreams that are really cyclic, i can't get out of them. even in my dreams i'm like 'damn, this is annoying i just keep ending up where i start and not going anywhere.' and usually it's something like floods or family reunions, clearly disasters that i would want to get away from, that i just seem doomed to repeat.
anywho, this is a call for suggestions. what should or could i do to get myself out of this rut? i know it's gotta be something, because the 'January blah's' just turn into the "February Blah's" if nothing is done. should i try making things? take some time each week to try to create something? should i try to really get myself into a good routine? i dunno how well i respond to routines, but i do know that i need to sleep at night before 4am, cuz its really annoying laying awake knowing i should be asleep. if i had more money i'd try to do more yoga or something... maybe just do a massive cleaning and organizing for the new year and term. je sais pas. maybe read more french? perhaps making a routine with pretty colour blocking? i respond well to colour lol
blah.
the tip off? my dreams. i keep having dreams that are really cyclic, i can't get out of them. even in my dreams i'm like 'damn, this is annoying i just keep ending up where i start and not going anywhere.' and usually it's something like floods or family reunions, clearly disasters that i would want to get away from, that i just seem doomed to repeat.
anywho, this is a call for suggestions. what should or could i do to get myself out of this rut? i know it's gotta be something, because the 'January blah's' just turn into the "February Blah's" if nothing is done. should i try making things? take some time each week to try to create something? should i try to really get myself into a good routine? i dunno how well i respond to routines, but i do know that i need to sleep at night before 4am, cuz its really annoying laying awake knowing i should be asleep. if i had more money i'd try to do more yoga or something... maybe just do a massive cleaning and organizing for the new year and term. je sais pas. maybe read more french? perhaps making a routine with pretty colour blocking? i respond well to colour lol
blah.