Jove's girl
by Jove, i think i've got it.
i always have the most miserable summers. mostly because of emotional and internal turmoil that i just can't seem to kick... and i think tonight i figgird out why.
it's because i don't have a new year. seriously. i have a 'New Year' in September when school starts, again at the end of October with Samhain and again at the end of the calendar year. Then, when it's my bday in February i have another "new year" sort of feeling... so, naturally, byt the time May hits and i haven't had that 'fresh new year' feeling as i do every 2 months or so, which reives me and gives me more drive and motivation and confidence... no wonder i get so down.
that's my theory. i'm stickin to it.
i gotta start my essay now.
i always have the most miserable summers. mostly because of emotional and internal turmoil that i just can't seem to kick... and i think tonight i figgird out why.
it's because i don't have a new year. seriously. i have a 'New Year' in September when school starts, again at the end of October with Samhain and again at the end of the calendar year. Then, when it's my bday in February i have another "new year" sort of feeling... so, naturally, byt the time May hits and i haven't had that 'fresh new year' feeling as i do every 2 months or so, which reives me and gives me more drive and motivation and confidence... no wonder i get so down.
that's my theory. i'm stickin to it.
i gotta start my essay now.