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haven't been smoking...so i've been doing more snorting. people don't think i should, and neither do i, but yet i still keep doing it.
i've felt like shit the past few days, i've been sick and crying tons. i don't want to fall into another depressive spiral again, not like last year. i don't want to relive that. and yet here i am, crying.
i don't think i have any friends. just the way things have been going...people and their relationships, people just becoming distant, people not giving a fuck, people i thought were my friends and i'd do absolutely anything for doing nothing for me in return.
i just feel like there is absolutely no one to go to. when i get in these moods...i have no one to talk to or call or no one that'll really care or try to understand. that, in turn, makes me more upset.
enough of my being emo shit. i'm sure i'll get over this.
and i miss being in love. i've had enough whoring around. i'm sick of it.
bye.
i've felt like shit the past few days, i've been sick and crying tons. i don't want to fall into another depressive spiral again, not like last year. i don't want to relive that. and yet here i am, crying.
i don't think i have any friends. just the way things have been going...people and their relationships, people just becoming distant, people not giving a fuck, people i thought were my friends and i'd do absolutely anything for doing nothing for me in return.
i just feel like there is absolutely no one to go to. when i get in these moods...i have no one to talk to or call or no one that'll really care or try to understand. that, in turn, makes me more upset.
enough of my being emo shit. i'm sure i'll get over this.
and i miss being in love. i've had enough whoring around. i'm sick of it.
bye.