May 31, 2006 13:00
i'm slightly ridiculous all the time. just slightly. even when i'm being serious because i'm like that. i've decided as of now that no matter where i go or what i do there will always be some sliver of me attached to everything and everyone. and ridiculous. and alhtough i get angry with an immense amount of things and people i can't seem to loose my optimism. that's why. that's why i'm ridiculous. because i should have given up on everything and everyone but i can't because i'm so ridiculous and stupid sometiimes and can't seem to let go of that thread of humanity...
ha. and i'm so glad.
becuase their are those moments of simply euphoric joy. like a high i can never come down from. and it makes it all so worth it. just for those two minutes of bliss - even if they only come once in a while.