MY SILENT SCREAM; a Marcus mix
Life is meaningless, without you
Love can be such, beautiful torture
My heart breaks as I, long for you
Love can be such, lovely torture
WHY MARCUS?
There are hundreds of Twilight fanmixes out there.
But I have never come across a Marcus fanmix, or anything about the Volturi for that matter.
This is why I have decided to make a fanmix about him.
In my opinion, he is one of the most important people in the series, he's the one that has the most depth.
Furthermore, it was brilliant that they have chosen Christopher Heyerdahl for this role. The man is special, he's different.
Throw in a little depression and a lost love. Well, you know I'll fall for him. Like I did for Snape.
So this fanmix is mostly about his feelings, but I have also mixed together some Aro & Didyme songs, to
make things a bit more interesting.
Even if you're not a Twilight fan, well I'm not either. I just love the Volturi, take a look,
maybe you'll discover something new.
Nevertheless, I really hope you'll like it.
And I hope I'm not the only Marcus fan out there. :P
THE STORY
"Once upon a time, a fairly young vampire (he had only been a vampire for a decade and a half) named Aro changed his young sister Didyme, who had just reached adulthood, into a vampire in order to add her to his growing coven. Aro always wanted power, and because he himself had a potent mind-reading gift, he hoped his biological sister would also be gifted in a way that would help him rise in the vampire world. It turned out that Didyme did have a gift; she carried with her an aura of happiness that affected everyone who came near her. Though it wasn't exactly what he had hoped for, Aro pondered the best ways he could use this gift. Meanwhile, Aro's most trusted partner, Marcus, fell in love with Didyme. This was not unusual; given the way she made people feel, lots of people fell in love with Didyme. The difference was that this time, Didyme fell in love herself. The two of them were tremendously happy. So happy, in fact that, after a while, they no longer cared that much about Aro's plans for domination. After a few centuries, Didyme and Marcus discussed going their own way. Of course, Aro was well aware of their intentions. He was not happy about it, but he pretended to give his blessing. Then he waited for an opportunity to act, and when he knew he would never be found out, he murdered his sister. After all, Marcus's gift was much more useful to him than hers had been. This is not to say that Aro did not truly love his sister; it's just that a key part of his personality is the ability to destroy even what he loves in order to further his ambitions. Marcus never found out that Aro was responsible for Didyme's death. He became an empty man. A zombie-like being who had no passion for anything. Aro used Chelsea's gift to keep Marcus loyal to the Volturi, though not even Chelsea's gift could make Marcus show any enthusiasm for it."
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KAMELOT - PROLOGUE
[instrumental]
You can hear the cracking of the fire, the ticking of the clock, the owl outside.
And than it skips to his feelings, everything is calm outside, but his mind is racing, he feels trapped.
KAMELOT - THE HUMAN STAIN
So it hurts to
Be alive, my friend
In this masquerade where
All one day must die
Tic-Toc
The ticking at the tear asunder
The beating from a heart of stone
The loss of your divine prosperity
ALESANA - RED AND DYING EVENING
ARO / DIDYME
When he kills her and in the end tells her that she should stop dreaming.
That Marcus can not make her dreams come true. - brother's jealousy.
And I will leave you for dead
A lovely evening draped in regret... forever gone
The taste of your death replaced the smell of your breath
A lovely evening draped in regret
Wake into the nightmare that has become our love
may your screams never cease
you've taken the last of me
Not all knights in shining armor
can make your dreams come true
EVANESCENCE - WHERE WILL YOU GO
ARO / MARCUS
Aro makes him feel loyalty, well read the story and you'll understand.
You're too important for anyone
You play the role of all you long to be
But I, I know who you really are
You're the one who cries when you're alone
But you can't reject the whole world
You can't escape
You won't escape
You can't escape
You don't want to escape
EVANESCENCE - ALL THAT I'M LIVING FOR
I can feel the night beginning.
Separate me from the living.
Understanding me,
After all I've seen.
Piecing every thought together,
Find the words to make me better.
If I only knew how to pull myself apart.
All that I'm living for,
All that I'm dying for,
All that I can't ignore alone at night.
KRYPTERIA - DYING TO LOVE
How well I remember all those moments when we touched
But memories are all I have left
Time moves on without me
As I yearn for this to end
How long must I bleed in this life
When there's nothing to bleed for,
nothing to feel anymore
ALESANA - PATHETIC, ORDINARY
I'm broken by her silence to a love unseen
blood soaked feathers rained down
my wingless angel so broken falls gracefully from the sky
to waiting arms...to waiting arms...
frigid air leaves me breathless
foolish agony fills my lungs as I try to scream for her
I confess...I scare myself
through the howling wind, on my knees, I cry
listen to me
KRYPTERIA - QUAE LAETITIA
DIDYME
I have always imagined her to be something like this. And this song completes her. She had a different point of view and that's what made everyone around her so happy.
Thinking about / planning to leave with Marcus.
Let me show you my world
See through the eyes of the girl
Maybe then you will see
What the beauty of life truly means
Take my hand for the time we'll spend
On this journey through a new wonderland
Leave your past behind
Let go of the doubts in your mind
Change your ways here's the chance you craved
For a new start with the cleanest of slates
LUNATICA - TWO DREAMERS
You've always had the gift to make people smile
You helped me to believe that there's nothing that's impossible
You always knew that dreams are made for living them each day
You get what you deserve, that's an old law and the simple truth
You're such an artist in everything you do
It is a blessing to be loved by you
VISIONS OF ATLANTIS - THE POEM
I'm sitting here in an empty room,
I'm writing a poem now to you,
It's time to think about what we had.
And when the sun is going down,
All my feelings come around,
I'm so sorry, cause you're dead.
If I could tell you all the pain I feel
And all the sorrow grows tonight.
Why did you leave me here alone?
Why did you leave me on my own?
Was it time we just had borrowed?
Was it our destiny,
Or just my final fantasy?
And I'm left behind in sorrow, and pain...
These final cries I write for you,
All my pain cries out for you.
These final tears are shed for you,
All my pain cries out for you.
LUNATICA - HOW DID IT COME TO THIS
You left me broken
Torn up inside
And the sky has darkened
Like I'm buried alive
This scar won't stop to bleed
But I can't make a sound
Try to say what I feel
But nothing comes out
And there's a voice within
Dying to come out
In the corners of my head
The silence is so loud
How did it come to this?
I'm trapped behind these walls
I got no air to breathe
It's like I'm under water
Can you hear me?
My silent scream
KAMELOT - SOLITAIRE
[instrumental]
FULL MIX + COVER ART [MEGAUPLOAD]
FULL MIX + COVER ART [SENDSPACE]
