It's about to be a GIRL FIGHT!!
Ok. So i havent updated in a while, but there hasnt been much to update about. I mean, yeah i went to italy and it was flipping amazing. And i went to Virginia for a few days. And yeah, me and scotty started going out. But if you're cool and talk to me, then you know all about that stuff already. Beside i've had better things to do, ya know? Like work. and dance and orientation and hanging out with my favorite ppl.
So yeah. Do you think it's weird that both me and my sister got home at the same time? Of course she was partying, and i was working until 4 in the morning, but still. I think its wierd. I also think it's weird that we both came home pissed. She got hit. By a stupid guy. I got pissed off. By stupid girls. So yeah, thats why i'm updating. I already know my bf doesnt want me to say anything about it, and no one really reads this anymore, so i think this is the healthiest way to deal with my anger, dont you?
I hate......stupid girls, who dont know SHIT about me, and give my bf grief about being with me. I need you all to realize something. I know scotty didnt say anything, because if you know him you know that he never wants to upset anyone, and he never stands up for himself. Or me. Or anyone really. But i'm not like that. I stand up for my friends, even if it's one of my other friends that are talking shit about them. And i stand up for myself. So, I need you to realize that scotty would not be with me, unless he wanted to be with me. I know it may be hard for you to understand, but he actually cares about me. He kinda likes me. I actually said no the first time he asked me out, because i didnt think he really wanted to be that serious with me. I was looking out for him. For what he really wanted. Of course he convinced me that he honestly wanted it a week later, but still. I really care about him too. Its a mutual thing. Like most relationships are. Maybe your relationships are different, where only one person has feelings for the other, but i know me and scotty both really care about each other. And i know you think i'm not good enough for him. I know you think he's the most amazing guy in the world, and he is. But you dont know anything about me. You never even tried to be my friend. And honestly, i'm glad you're not my friend. I'm glad that none of my firends act the way you did to your friend scotty. How long had it been since you had seen him? And the first and pretty much the only thing you did...was upset him. Once again, you need to realize he actually cares about me. He's actually happy with me. But maybe you dont give a shit about his happiness, cuz whatever you said to him really didnt make him happy. It had the opposite effect on him. Which pisses me off. Has he ever criticized anyone you've been with? Did he ever say anything about you and joey? What about you and evan? I didnt think so. But you know what pisses me off even more. I'm having trouble typing because i just got so heated. If you really think, that i dont know what an amazing guy he is, you are a god damn, fucking shit headed idiot. I think the quote was "I hope she knows what i great guy she's got, cuz you really are a great guy scotty" And first off, scotty said this himself "If i'm such a great guy, why the fuck can't ___ treat me like one?!?! God damn it!". And second off you obviously dont know shit about what i've been through to be here. You know nothing of what i had to go through. And you dont know how hard i fought to be in this spot. I know you all think scotty and sara were the perfect couple cuz they were your fucking best friends, but i never got my chance. And now i am. Dont ruin it for us. I promise he is happy. I hope you're good enough friends to still want him to be happy. And if you're not. I want you to do me a favor. SUCK A FUCKING NUT.
I think that's all. Night night!!!
So yeah. Do you think it's weird that both me and my sister got home at the same time? Of course she was partying, and i was working until 4 in the morning, but still. I think its wierd. I also think it's weird that we both came home pissed. She got hit. By a stupid guy. I got pissed off. By stupid girls. So yeah, thats why i'm updating. I already know my bf doesnt want me to say anything about it, and no one really reads this anymore, so i think this is the healthiest way to deal with my anger, dont you?
I hate......stupid girls, who dont know SHIT about me, and give my bf grief about being with me. I need you all to realize something. I know scotty didnt say anything, because if you know him you know that he never wants to upset anyone, and he never stands up for himself. Or me. Or anyone really. But i'm not like that. I stand up for my friends, even if it's one of my other friends that are talking shit about them. And i stand up for myself. So, I need you to realize that scotty would not be with me, unless he wanted to be with me. I know it may be hard for you to understand, but he actually cares about me. He kinda likes me. I actually said no the first time he asked me out, because i didnt think he really wanted to be that serious with me. I was looking out for him. For what he really wanted. Of course he convinced me that he honestly wanted it a week later, but still. I really care about him too. Its a mutual thing. Like most relationships are. Maybe your relationships are different, where only one person has feelings for the other, but i know me and scotty both really care about each other. And i know you think i'm not good enough for him. I know you think he's the most amazing guy in the world, and he is. But you dont know anything about me. You never even tried to be my friend. And honestly, i'm glad you're not my friend. I'm glad that none of my firends act the way you did to your friend scotty. How long had it been since you had seen him? And the first and pretty much the only thing you did...was upset him. Once again, you need to realize he actually cares about me. He's actually happy with me. But maybe you dont give a shit about his happiness, cuz whatever you said to him really didnt make him happy. It had the opposite effect on him. Which pisses me off. Has he ever criticized anyone you've been with? Did he ever say anything about you and joey? What about you and evan? I didnt think so. But you know what pisses me off even more. I'm having trouble typing because i just got so heated. If you really think, that i dont know what an amazing guy he is, you are a god damn, fucking shit headed idiot. I think the quote was "I hope she knows what i great guy she's got, cuz you really are a great guy scotty" And first off, scotty said this himself "If i'm such a great guy, why the fuck can't ___ treat me like one?!?! God damn it!". And second off you obviously dont know shit about what i've been through to be here. You know nothing of what i had to go through. And you dont know how hard i fought to be in this spot. I know you all think scotty and sara were the perfect couple cuz they were your fucking best friends, but i never got my chance. And now i am. Dont ruin it for us. I promise he is happy. I hope you're good enough friends to still want him to be happy. And if you're not. I want you to do me a favor. SUCK A FUCKING NUT.
I think that's all. Night night!!!