May 07, 2005 13:22
Argh, don't you just hate indecisiveness?! My good friend once said that when she was younger anytime she had to make a decision that involved her her going somewhere or staying where she was it was always such a big deal. If she decided one way she'd cry about it, but if she decided the other way she's cry about that, too. I remember just thinking "well, I know you are more emotional than me now, so you probably were when you were younger too"
Well, it's happened to me. My family is going out to our new land today to play in the river and mow some of the grass. Well, it is supposed to be pretty hot here (80*+) and the grass is super long at out land, there is poison ivy (my greatest enemy) all over by the river, there are snakes and bugs, and a long hike to get to the river. SO, I decided not to go and stay home by myself. But, when they left I was on the verge of tears because I kind of wanted to go. I know that if I DID go I'd be crying because I'd be miserable, though. *sigh*
I'm going to make some dessert and then watch EMMA (a Jane Austen movie) I should survive ;)