Wow, okay
So I just got my preformance review at work and wow...
If I didn't feel like crap before at work, I feel that way now.
It was essentially, "You aren't a bad worker, but you aren't good enough."
And it was the most awkward thing ever and I kind of wanted to cry through the whole thing cause she had a list of the dumbest things. I missed one temperature, my queue didn't print properly. And that outweighs all of the good I've done. Doing an overnight shift, coming in on my day off to work for someone else when their dad died, coming in early and reading gram stains when the off shift is so freakin' behind it's ridiculous. I help everyone else in the stupid lab, and that's what you nitpick? And then you lower my performance grade from the previous year? Like are you fucking serious?
And in no way was I looking for praise for any of those things, but...like...the other stuff what really? I don't do enough here. I don't do enough here. That's all I hear right now and I kind of want to laugh now cause how fucking ridiculous is that?
If I didn't feel like crap before at work, I feel that way now.
It was essentially, "You aren't a bad worker, but you aren't good enough."
And it was the most awkward thing ever and I kind of wanted to cry through the whole thing cause she had a list of the dumbest things. I missed one temperature, my queue didn't print properly. And that outweighs all of the good I've done. Doing an overnight shift, coming in on my day off to work for someone else when their dad died, coming in early and reading gram stains when the off shift is so freakin' behind it's ridiculous. I help everyone else in the stupid lab, and that's what you nitpick? And then you lower my performance grade from the previous year? Like are you fucking serious?
And in no way was I looking for praise for any of those things, but...like...the other stuff what really? I don't do enough here. I don't do enough here. That's all I hear right now and I kind of want to laugh now cause how fucking ridiculous is that?