Before I go into YJ feelings mode I just wanted to write this out.
Feel free to pass over this, but I really just felt like I needed to say this. It's going to get really corny, but that's what I am. A loser cornball baby.
I'm in love with this boy that is my boyfriend. I think ultimately I will marry him. At least...we talk about it a lot and I hope that's where we end up because I don't want to be with anyone else. So if all you cosmic tragedies can hold off so we can find our own happiness? That would be great. That goes for you too zombie apocalypse.
But anyway...do you know what this complete dork did? He does so much for me. And the fact that he puts up with me whining all the time and being just a generally unpleasant person all the time...just wow. Sometimes I just want to break up with myself, I'm so whiny. But you stick around. You put me first all the time. And I can't express how much that means to me especially when I am generally never first anywhere or with anyone. God...I just can't even...losing the ability to can here...but seriously. This guy cares about me so much that he went out of his way to memorize the lines from an episode of Young Justice. Like in his tipsy state last night he just goes off rambling lings. "See, I care about you so much that I pay attention to this show for you. Because all I want to do is just talk to you and be loved by you." OH. MY FACE? I'M SO NOT CRYING! IT'S JUST RAINING ON MY FACE. Like why do you say perfect things like that all the time. I'm just beside myself because why do you love me? JUST WHY? BECAUSE YOU DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER THAN ME! I'm a horrible person. AND YOU ARE PERFECT AND HAVE YOUR LIFE TOGETHER AND WILL BECOME SO GREAT IN THE FUTURE! WHY WOULD YOU GO FOR SOMEONE LIKE ME?
Gregory. I really love you. I don't know what I did to deserve someone so stable in my life, and I'm sorry if it seems like I complain more than I appreciate everything you do...but I do. I love and appreciate all the little things. You are my best friend. Thank you. ♥
Okay. Now...I'll go continue feeling in the corner.
I'm in love with this boy that is my boyfriend. I think ultimately I will marry him. At least...we talk about it a lot and I hope that's where we end up because I don't want to be with anyone else. So if all you cosmic tragedies can hold off so we can find our own happiness? That would be great. That goes for you too zombie apocalypse.
But anyway...do you know what this complete dork did? He does so much for me. And the fact that he puts up with me whining all the time and being just a generally unpleasant person all the time...just wow. Sometimes I just want to break up with myself, I'm so whiny. But you stick around. You put me first all the time. And I can't express how much that means to me especially when I am generally never first anywhere or with anyone. God...I just can't even...losing the ability to can here...but seriously. This guy cares about me so much that he went out of his way to memorize the lines from an episode of Young Justice. Like in his tipsy state last night he just goes off rambling lings. "See, I care about you so much that I pay attention to this show for you. Because all I want to do is just talk to you and be loved by you." OH. MY FACE? I'M SO NOT CRYING! IT'S JUST RAINING ON MY FACE. Like why do you say perfect things like that all the time. I'm just beside myself because why do you love me? JUST WHY? BECAUSE YOU DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER THAN ME! I'm a horrible person. AND YOU ARE PERFECT AND HAVE YOUR LIFE TOGETHER AND WILL BECOME SO GREAT IN THE FUTURE! WHY WOULD YOU GO FOR SOMEONE LIKE ME?
Gregory. I really love you. I don't know what I did to deserve someone so stable in my life, and I'm sorry if it seems like I complain more than I appreciate everything you do...but I do. I love and appreciate all the little things. You are my best friend. Thank you. ♥
Okay. Now...I'll go continue feeling in the corner.