Apr 21, 2004 17:21
Billy: man
Billy:: this chick likes me
Billy: but i dunno what to say
Kara:: do you like her
Billy: shes awesome
Billy: but
Billy: i dunno
Billy: wanna see her *pic*
Billy: shes pretty and all i just dont know
Kara: well why not
Billy: im weird
Billy: its like buying a car for me
Billy: lol
Billy: im so picky and i cant afford to be
Billy: shes awesome
.........
Kara: ..what does this have to do with her?
Billy: huh?
Billy: lol
Kara: the girl you like
Kara: why does it matter if you move out
Billy: i just have a lot of shit giong on
Billy: my dog died monday night
Kara: geez
Billy: i just wanna die
Billy: i cant take this shit all at once
Kara: i'm sorry..i'll leave you alone
Billy: nah
Billy: this is good that im talking to someone i like
Billy: lol
Kara: ....
Billy: your my buddy man
Kara: yea n thats it
Billy: huh?
Kara: what
BIlly: you dont like me like that
i hate him. i fucking hate him. i hate that he's all i think about and he pretends like he doesnt know. why does he tell me all this fucking shit and then just acts like he never said anything? fuck. i hate crying over someone who isnt real. i want this to stop. it has to before it drives me insane. i cant stand it.
i hate him.
no. no i dont hate him. i can never hate him. how many times have i said that already and then go crawling back. FUCK. what the hell is wrong with me. he's not supposed to make me cry. not this much. god damnit just make it stop.