Feb 20, 2004 23:12
yeaaaaaaaaaaa...the dance..sucked..ass..but first.
DASHBOARD CONFUCKINGFESSIONAL IS COMING HERE MARCH 26 AND I WONT GOD DAMN BE HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:'( oh my god. i cried like 3 times already. how lame. but i wanna see them!! and they're never gonna come back. AND WE GET BACK THE DAY AFTER THE CONCERT!!!! gayest sauce ever. i hate it. ginger was like OO I'M GONNA GO. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. >:O caressas going too. stupid concert buddy. hope you DIE IN THE PITT!!! cuz if theres one at the strokes there sure as hell will be one there. u know i think it's jus cuz this is hawaii and people here are fucking crazy. but whatever. i'm jk dont die..just..blah i dunno. everyone was laughing at me. and i hated it cuz nobody takes me seriously.
anyways...yea the dance was stupid. lots of people jus went to see a movie instead. there were only a lil bit of..people..yea. lame. i think i saw alex there? hmm everyone yelled my name at first lol. i felt special. woo. but yea so it was me, malia, cassie, robin, dayna, olena, and lizzy. cassie wore my hat and looked all baker skater lmao. mari woulda liked it. she was all like o yea i'm the shit. everyone thought she was a guy. hehe. o wait jacob..or jake..whatever came too. i still dunno if he's with dayna or robin..i think robin. he like..grew...hair.........god damn. i thought he was bald.
k then i saw john there..and i thought he looked better than before..and lizzy told me she thought he was hot..so i'm like yea then she tells yazy and of course yazy goes and tells him i'm like good fucking job and then blahhhhh..all this crap happened....we were introduced..even tho we already knew each other. :-\ blahhhhh..weird. i was kinda trying to hide the whole time cuz everyone was like DANCE WITH HIM DAMMIT! >:O and i didnt want to cuz..cuz..cuz :'( grr. hmm yea..whatever cassie ended up stripping and she threw her shirt at me XD that was soo funny. malia got her freak on..naughty! lol jk. n...yea. cassie wouldnt dance with her :(..but i think they kissed like 2 times O_@; hehe then robin tried to freak with jacob and..she didnt no how so it didnt work lmao so they ended up doing this..hilly billy dance thing..i dunno. after he left dayna olena and robin jus kinda...died. i lost them after a while.
getting drunk off non alcoholic drinks didnt really work...o well.
umm..an den..we were ready to leave..cuz most people left already and they were playing the same stupid song for like 10 minutes..ehhh then john started talking to me and i felt really bad so i called my dad so i could stay..cuz yea i was jus gonna dance with him..but the song kept goin..and going..and going..and GOING..and then it jus stopped so he was like what the shit. and...now he has my number..i think... :( this is so stupid. the first dance in 7th grade i saw him and wanted to dance with him so bad but he was with megan. then the 8th grade dance saw him again n he was with someone else. god dammit and now he knows i'm alive..when i dont like him. aslkdfgh; this is all fuct up. the whole time people were trying to get me to dance with him i was thinking about..nm.. fuck EVERYTHING. i dont wanna end up like christen..or kelley..or..whatever. blah.. i hope i talk to billy tomorrow.
CASSIE STOP SCRATCHING YOURSELF >:O stupid skaters these days..lol..no seriously cut it out! i mean..not cut just STOP! it's bad. bad bad bad. eat toast instead. it's cooler.
and..malia..you should dress like that more often you sexy bitch ;) hahaha
one more...
STOP READING MY JOURNAL
you know who the fuck you are. i'd lock my journal but some of my friends who dont have lj read it so i cant. so jus leave me alone. find something better to do. if you dont like reading shit about you dont read this! so yea all the krods that have my lj address..i dunno how the hell u got it..just get a life and please leave me alone.