Jan 14, 2006 21:20
So I've been back in aber for about a week now. Been really good when I look at it actually. Didnt feel great to be back at first cus not everyone was back and everyone has a lot of revision while I dont, but had some really great nites out. Although had a major fight with a mate on wednesday cus I didnt spend the whole nite out with her. She said she felt I used her so I wouldnt be alone when I walked up to the union and then when we got there, just dumped her so I could be with my mates. But she wasnt on her own, others were there and I told her I was spending the nite with my old housemates who I hadnt seen in ages. I realise I shouldnt have left her alone but what she said really upset me, still upsets me. Oh well, the domestics of us girlies!!
Also, quick question? If you really like someone, like u have liked them for a year, then surely if things happened but you werent ready, u would still talk to them...right? Shall I explain this question then? Well this guy steve has liked me for a year and then before xmas things happened and I started to really like him. He said he really wanted to be with me but wasnt ready as he had just split up with his ex. Then over xmas he doesnt txt me or anything and even now, altough he has been really busy with exams, he still doesnt talk to me. I don't get it but everyone who knows him well says he still talks about me to them. Hmmmm will have to wait till after exams, but I want to be with somone who wants to see me all the time, I mean not like all the time but when they go out or have free time they want to see me and I've never had that. Hmmmmm am I being unreasonable? Problem is I really like this guy but I really suppose I will have to wait.
Thats it me thinks...Buffy time!!