Dec 03, 2004 17:54
i dont know. i feel so weird. i feel like i just want to fall off the face of the earth for a few days. just disappear so no one can bug me. meh. i dont know. im not sad. im happy really. at least i was earlier today. i was so happy it was great. then its just like.....BAM!!!! and im like this. so ya.
everything is so different from before. im different now. but still. i want certain things to go back as they were. and that i dont see happening. i mean im not a psychic or anything. but still. i know for a fact its not gonna happen. i just wish everything would be the same.
im just blabbing. maybe i should put that in the title so if you dont want to read youll skip over it....nah. yall could decide whether or not to read it.
*sigh* im hungry. i want food. i want strawberries. havent had any in a while. blah.
well ima go now because i have a lot to say yet i dont want to put it all in one damn entry. talk to yall later
goose