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yesterday was great. just amazing. being downtown was very fun. i didn't do any shopping for myself. but eh. i don't care. my sisters birthday was fun. she looked good. happy. holly went over to her house last night. and they are hanging out today.
i think i might be getting my blood taken today. i don't know though. depends. if not. i want to go downtown. even though i don't think i'll be going to ozzfest. it would be great to see dee. she's great. i also want to go to the foundry show. i don't know if i'll go though. i have no money. absolutely none.
francis and trena talk about a suprise that they have for me. i wonder what it is. i also wonder why i am getting the suprise. i don't deserve it. not at all. i really don't deserve anything. this is really sad. i need to get out of this funk i'm in. and i want to take other people out of theirs. but i really can't do that unless i am stable. and right now. i'm not.
i have to call nettely. i have to see if she can go to the concert tomorrow. i mean. if she can't i really don't think i am going. i have no one to go with. and no means of getting there. i mean nettely lives right over there. so i think her mom would come pick me up and drop me off. i really wanna go though. it would be fun. i mean. just great. and i haven't seen nettely in like forever. grr.
well i think ima leave it there. talk to you all later.
goose
i think i might be getting my blood taken today. i don't know though. depends. if not. i want to go downtown. even though i don't think i'll be going to ozzfest. it would be great to see dee. she's great. i also want to go to the foundry show. i don't know if i'll go though. i have no money. absolutely none.
francis and trena talk about a suprise that they have for me. i wonder what it is. i also wonder why i am getting the suprise. i don't deserve it. not at all. i really don't deserve anything. this is really sad. i need to get out of this funk i'm in. and i want to take other people out of theirs. but i really can't do that unless i am stable. and right now. i'm not.
i have to call nettely. i have to see if she can go to the concert tomorrow. i mean. if she can't i really don't think i am going. i have no one to go with. and no means of getting there. i mean nettely lives right over there. so i think her mom would come pick me up and drop me off. i really wanna go though. it would be fun. i mean. just great. and i haven't seen nettely in like forever. grr.
well i think ima leave it there. talk to you all later.
goose