HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMBER!!!
this entry is dedicated to my lovely sister. she is turning 21 today. and i wish to wish her a happy birthday. and all who read this better comment and wish her one too. or hell will be paid. meh. haha. but still. it would be nice if you wished her one as well.
god. yesterday. it was. just wow. better then anything i have ever done before. it was just....wow. i can't say anything else. i felt at peace listening to them bang on drums. i've seen it before. but the show. it's totally different. it's better. and i still want to take alot of my friends there. i mean. it's absolutely amazing. if you don't end up saving money to go with me. you should definately go with someone else. it is something you can't miss. especially if you like rock music. it's absolutely amazing. god it was so fun. oh! and because stupid people at school bought yellow shoes...i had all three blue men sign my shoes. so now. i have blue man group yellow shoes. no one at school will have those. hellz ya!
i've been fighting her along time. she got too strong. but i'm back now. i am here to stay. i was just....well ya. i couldn't stay here anymore. i had to get away. i couldn't deal with any of it. so i left. and she was so happy. she really wanted to say something this time. i knew it. she was going to ruin everything. she was going to tell all my secrets. and that would have left so many people angry at me. but it wouldn't have been me. it never was me. oh well.
but ya. im so hyped up from yesterday. im so hyper right now. it's great.
i am going downtown most likely today with holly. she has some stuff she wants to see. so i will be taking her. it's going to be fun. very fun. oh yes. i don't know though. if it is supposed to rain. we will be staying here. at home. with nothing. or no one to do. haha.
going to a steakhouse for dinner. aren't i lucky. steak. for a vegetarian. *shakes head* amber is going to pay for putting me through this.
i didn't get blood drawn yesterday. i got a perscription to get blood drawn. but i think i will be going saturday. i have to see if i am anemic(sp?). if i am. i can't be a vegetarian. the bruises on my arm were spotted. that's why they think i am anemic. so mooney. i don't think i can go get tickets with you. and my parents are a little iffy on letting me go to ozzfest. not kewl. but ya. i still wanna see my blood get drawn. that's gonna be either really kewl. or really grottie. *shivers* i hope it's really kewl. it'll make me feel alot better. hey i don't see why it would be grottie. i used to see myself bleed regularly. that was kewl though. i liked watching myself bleed. it was relaxing to see the blood grow steadily from the wound. it would start to trickle down my arm. *shakes head* okay. i need to stop thinking about that. it's bad enough i went away. i don't need the want to do that anymore. it would make everything harder. so ima stop talking about that.
okay well i think i'll stop ahead of my tracks. i'm not making anything any easier. bye bye
goose
god. yesterday. it was. just wow. better then anything i have ever done before. it was just....wow. i can't say anything else. i felt at peace listening to them bang on drums. i've seen it before. but the show. it's totally different. it's better. and i still want to take alot of my friends there. i mean. it's absolutely amazing. if you don't end up saving money to go with me. you should definately go with someone else. it is something you can't miss. especially if you like rock music. it's absolutely amazing. god it was so fun. oh! and because stupid people at school bought yellow shoes...i had all three blue men sign my shoes. so now. i have blue man group yellow shoes. no one at school will have those. hellz ya!
i've been fighting her along time. she got too strong. but i'm back now. i am here to stay. i was just....well ya. i couldn't stay here anymore. i had to get away. i couldn't deal with any of it. so i left. and she was so happy. she really wanted to say something this time. i knew it. she was going to ruin everything. she was going to tell all my secrets. and that would have left so many people angry at me. but it wouldn't have been me. it never was me. oh well.
but ya. im so hyped up from yesterday. im so hyper right now. it's great.
i am going downtown most likely today with holly. she has some stuff she wants to see. so i will be taking her. it's going to be fun. very fun. oh yes. i don't know though. if it is supposed to rain. we will be staying here. at home. with nothing. or no one to do. haha.
going to a steakhouse for dinner. aren't i lucky. steak. for a vegetarian. *shakes head* amber is going to pay for putting me through this.
i didn't get blood drawn yesterday. i got a perscription to get blood drawn. but i think i will be going saturday. i have to see if i am anemic(sp?). if i am. i can't be a vegetarian. the bruises on my arm were spotted. that's why they think i am anemic. so mooney. i don't think i can go get tickets with you. and my parents are a little iffy on letting me go to ozzfest. not kewl. but ya. i still wanna see my blood get drawn. that's gonna be either really kewl. or really grottie. *shivers* i hope it's really kewl. it'll make me feel alot better. hey i don't see why it would be grottie. i used to see myself bleed regularly. that was kewl though. i liked watching myself bleed. it was relaxing to see the blood grow steadily from the wound. it would start to trickle down my arm. *shakes head* okay. i need to stop thinking about that. it's bad enough i went away. i don't need the want to do that anymore. it would make everything harder. so ima stop talking about that.
okay well i think i'll stop ahead of my tracks. i'm not making anything any easier. bye bye
goose