Jun 20, 2022 15:31
I can’t believe I am 35 years old. I was an insufferable, indecisive, whiny little dramatic 15 year old. Oh, to have my only problems be unrequited teenage love.
I have intrusive suicidal thoughts regularly. I don’t take medication because I don’t want to have hope for the future. Isn’t that silly?
I’m stressed, depressed and underdressed.
I enjoy feeding the birds and watching them from my window like an old lady.
All the choices I’ve made in my life have lead me to this point. That’s crazy.
I miss Colleen and haven’t spoken to her in years. That’s so unfortunate.
I hope you’re all thriving in adulthood.