A real update?
Well since I dont want to write in my DJ because half the human population knows about it..i'll write in this.
Life.Life has not changed really.Brian and I still arent together and honestly..I dont mind.We dont have to go out.It's hard enough being what we are now..arguing friends..pals..whatever.There isnt a day that goes by when we dont argue.I mean yelling screaming I fucking HATE YOU yelling.I'll always love that boy.But I just fear I am to smart for a relationship and boys..they just arent worth it.
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I cut again.
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Mrs.Shaw is the only thing between me and getting a car.I cannot grasp the concept of Chemistry..and her being a fucking CUNT doesnt help me really.I mean..we do lab reports..and I put all my effort into them..And I havent gotten higher then a 72 on any of them.I got one back today..62.
LOSER.
Yeah and the fact that my dad calls her every week..not helping.
Yeah so anyways..Im getting a car..I will never let a chick ruin my life.EVER.Shits going down.
Oh and THANK YOU to Bill..for getting me Photoshop 7.0..you don't know how much I appreciate it..its going to help me a lot.Im getting you that CD the next time I get to Newbys.
Life.Life has not changed really.Brian and I still arent together and honestly..I dont mind.We dont have to go out.It's hard enough being what we are now..arguing friends..pals..whatever.There isnt a day that goes by when we dont argue.I mean yelling screaming I fucking HATE YOU yelling.I'll always love that boy.But I just fear I am to smart for a relationship and boys..they just arent worth it.
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I cut again.
New Topic-
Mrs.Shaw is the only thing between me and getting a car.I cannot grasp the concept of Chemistry..and her being a fucking CUNT doesnt help me really.I mean..we do lab reports..and I put all my effort into them..And I havent gotten higher then a 72 on any of them.I got one back today..62.
LOSER.
Yeah and the fact that my dad calls her every week..not helping.
Yeah so anyways..Im getting a car..I will never let a chick ruin my life.EVER.Shits going down.
Oh and THANK YOU to Bill..for getting me Photoshop 7.0..you don't know how much I appreciate it..its going to help me a lot.Im getting you that CD the next time I get to Newbys.