Sep 03, 2009 09:08
i'm feeling a little better now.
i've realized that people come and go.
it's best not to cry because it's over, but to smile because it happened.
i've had many great conversations with hide, that i will never forget, now that he's gone forever. :[
that's how i dealt with jasmine you's death.
it still saddens me to know hes no longer with us, he's gone, and its something i'll have to accept.
i felt really connected to him through his music. ♥ and i still listen to Versailles, even now. (in fact, I am listening to Zombie right now)
so, i'm slowly getting over one of my best friends leaving me.
"when we die, our soul is genderless" - Mana
such a beautiful quote.
when i first read it, i cried so hard.
Mana is such a pure, beautiful person.
♥
i don't know what made me think of Mana, other than in everything sad that happened in my life, Malice Mizer, Scwarz Stein and Moi Dix Mois has got me through a lot of it.
and Mana is my hero ♥
so yes, Natalies going to Indiana, i would be sad, but she's coming back in like, 2 days :]
so, i guess i'll really have to confide in the internet even more than normal.
hide,
mana,
heroes,
life,
friends