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Apr 26, 2005 15:46

Saddness reaps all of joy's happiness.
It's smiles no longer shine with the morning.
And I wake up to rain.
The rain that washes away all brings back your blood.
And I remember that it should have been me who died.
Guilt reaps my smiles.
I'm not the same.
6 years of friendship gone down the fucking drain.
A drunk driver can hit me again and again.
Still it would not bring you back.
Sympathy is nothing to me anymore.
I want my best friend back.
I want to be able to make skate videos and here you laugh at the funny jokes we made.
Inside jokes those things we call memories I laugh because God is cruel.
He took you away from me.
He took my only faith.
And now I lay bleeding inside no one knows how deep it goes.
How did we get switched?
Why couldn't it have been me?
It was my time and I often pay the price with my sanity.
My mind is in peril and I couldn't take the change.
Often the guilt gets in and I can't get out...
Where are you best friend?
You've left me once again....
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