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[bloodyxbert]

so much is in rome.

so much is in my luggage in rome.

stress filled dreams
missing him
and that bad boy.
life is too complicated for me it seems
or more like
i need another break to help me through, but not the kind that i want to do :)
that just makes me more depressed
tonight im seeing that boy
then tomorrow
that other boy i have actually been thinking of.
im so bad.
terrible you girl ;)

i am getting a massage today.
maybe things will be best tonight.
tomorrow
later
haha
live it now
even though im not too happy.

hey, if you are reading this,
please keep inmind that i am not happy right now,
BUT i am happy...im living :)
i experienced it!
i have been lingering on those memories
everyone does,
and that makes the person who they are!
because they experienced something that made them grow more
all depends on how they cope with the situation

i am going to hard summer bc james bought me a ticket to the rave...
ha we'll just see how this goes.
i think he is going to learn more.
he is learning so much so fast, i hope he understands what he is going through.

your love is all

<3

(fucking difficult times man)