Die young and save yourself
Amir, Im sorry... this is all my fault, and im glad you don't want to be friends anymore because it's a lesson for me, that i can't always get my cake and eat it too. I do wish we could still be friends but I ruined any sort of chance of that. I am an idiot and i deserve anything that you wanna say or do to me. If you don't wanna talk to me then i deserve that. And im sorry that you think less of me now and i dont blame you. But I wish that things could be different... you're still my best friend, nothing will change that, you're so awesome. You actually listened to what i had to say and you understood me. And i am so thankful for that. I just want you to know that no matter how much you hate me, i will always be there for you, no matter what. I still care so much about you and i really do love you. And i know that you don't believe a word i'm saying but you should, cuz its all true. I just wish you would believe me... i'm not asking you for forgivness or anything like that, i just want us to be on good terms... but you can't always get what you want. I'm still going to call you later tonight before i go to bed, even if you don't answer. I love you amir....