Someday I'll figure it out.

[bloodywhitelace]

When will I learn that trying to act a way that I'm not only fucks things up for me in the long run?

I'm not shy, I'm not quiet and withdrawn. I'm not classy. I'm loud, I like being weird and having fun and making noise and being different. I like laughing and smiling and not giving a shit.

So why do I act like some nervous jerk around people?

I irritate myself sometimes.