Am I really doing this again?
I came across my livejournal a few hours ago and read every single entry. I have no clue what was wrong with me in my early 20's and I'm glad my awkwardness is been gone for a long time.
So I'm laying in m bed, not even sure how to start an entry off anymore.
I haven't done this in years.
Well for anyone that might still have an account. I'm still alive! After reading all my entries, I haven't found my true love yet. I'm 31 now and still waiting for him. I don't really stress over it now. Most of my friends are married, have kids, divorced or have passed away. A lot went on in my 20's that a lot of people really didn't know about. I have always get my secrets to myself.
I met some great people, I did a lot of drugs, I drank too much, I had sex with people I would never give a chance to now. I'm an adult now that still doesn't know what's going in life. I think most people feel that way now.
I'm still the girl that is confused by guys actions, but I won't stress over it. I now don't talk about relationships on the internet. Which is a good thing now, no one should ever know your business in a relationship.
I noticed that Batrox was someone I talked about a lot in my post. He was a great friend that was there for my weird times in my teenage years and my early 20's. I wish I could find him now and thank him for eveything! :)
I guess there might be more entries after this. I have nothing better to do, while I wait for call backs for jobs..being an adult sucks!
So I'm laying in m bed, not even sure how to start an entry off anymore.
I haven't done this in years.
Well for anyone that might still have an account. I'm still alive! After reading all my entries, I haven't found my true love yet. I'm 31 now and still waiting for him. I don't really stress over it now. Most of my friends are married, have kids, divorced or have passed away. A lot went on in my 20's that a lot of people really didn't know about. I have always get my secrets to myself.
I met some great people, I did a lot of drugs, I drank too much, I had sex with people I would never give a chance to now. I'm an adult now that still doesn't know what's going in life. I think most people feel that way now.
I'm still the girl that is confused by guys actions, but I won't stress over it. I now don't talk about relationships on the internet. Which is a good thing now, no one should ever know your business in a relationship.
I noticed that Batrox was someone I talked about a lot in my post. He was a great friend that was there for my weird times in my teenage years and my early 20's. I wish I could find him now and thank him for eveything! :)
I guess there might be more entries after this. I have nothing better to do, while I wait for call backs for jobs..being an adult sucks!