Jun 06, 2005 21:31
we have guests at my house. it's not that bad but they just got here. there is 3 kids: Clarissa, Louie, and Philip. They're all younger than 10. hmmm. this is gonna be fun. i think they're staying til thursday. i hope they're not that annoying.
ok. anyways.
i really like this guy. i can't stop thinking about him. i've been spending all day on line just so i can talk to him. he hasn't been on scince we met. okay the story: on myspace i have friends. matt is one of them. he's 16 and lives close to me. we met friday at flix and saw a movie. (lords of dogtown - amazing movie). we kissed and a bit more but nothin that bad. he payed for men and held the doors open and was so sweet. it wasn't a date though. or atleast i think not - it could'nt be because we just met that day. i haven't talked to him since. it's driving me crazy. and when i think of matt i think of my last boyfriend. i hate him. and now i'm thinkin of him. god. i'm goin crazy.