The pain-filled heart bleeds black...
Well, school started and it SUCKS! I hate it! i hate it! i hate it! i miss all my camp friends, i've never realized but they are so much cooler than my school friends...considering i didn't really have any by the end of the year cause i couldn't stand any of them. Me and amanda became really close but we dotn really talk this year. Me n migga are still tight as ever and i'm so hapy i have her as a friend. Me and Rachel are friends agian too. other than that i've basically made all new friends (Brit, Judy, Nancy, Erin, Eliza, etc.) and its really awesome! Also, who knew that liking a kid in my science class would help me become friends with someone from WGMS? Me and Lauren have become pretty friendly. She's really cool and i enjoy talking to her about mike...lol. I really like that kid...gosh! lol. He's so cute and funny and friendly and getto lol. Hard to believe, huh? lol. But yea and omg hes just so awesome to just be friends with. But i like him and im not exactly sure how he feels but therez alot of ppl involved now and i hate it when that happens! Because then u hear sumthin and the other person is thinking something else and it gets all confusing...so tomorrow, if i can get up enough courage, im going to tell mike i like him...but im really scared it might ruin our friendship. But who am i to say stuff like that? I'm the one whoz always telling my friends to tell the guy they like that they like him and to ask him out and stuff and im always saying that your notliving unless u take risks and what am i doing? everything i dont want to! So i hope i can do it. I believe that whatever's mean to happen will so i guess if our friendship is ruined than thats what was supposed to happen and i'll just try to fix it and if we're meant 2 be friends everything will be cool again. And who knows...maybe he'll say he likes me too and i can get a boyfriend (for the first time in 3 months! lol). So who knows whats gonna happen? all i know is i gotta do it.
Also, changing the subject, about this summer. Starting week 6, fuck fest '04! lol, i made really good friends with monika and allie. Then allie left and alissa came. And me alissa monika and tracy are a group. We're the sex organs (i guess u could call it lol)!!!! I'm penis, monika's sperm, tracy's ovaries (damn things that cause periods), and alissa's a vagina! lol. i love them so much! all 3 of them. Without them my summer woulda sucked so im so glad they were there 2 make it better. They always got me smiling and laughing when i needed it and i was always there 4 them (2 ask if we were in the vagina and 2 get chocolate on my pink thong...dont ask). I love you guys! Don't ever change! Stay sexy my lesbian lovers lol. I'll see you soon!
mwahz 2 everyone...
~*SaMmY*~
Also, changing the subject, about this summer. Starting week 6, fuck fest '04! lol, i made really good friends with monika and allie. Then allie left and alissa came. And me alissa monika and tracy are a group. We're the sex organs (i guess u could call it lol)!!!! I'm penis, monika's sperm, tracy's ovaries (damn things that cause periods), and alissa's a vagina! lol. i love them so much! all 3 of them. Without them my summer woulda sucked so im so glad they were there 2 make it better. They always got me smiling and laughing when i needed it and i was always there 4 them (2 ask if we were in the vagina and 2 get chocolate on my pink thong...dont ask). I love you guys! Don't ever change! Stay sexy my lesbian lovers lol. I'll see you soon!
mwahz 2 everyone...
~*SaMmY*~