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so i guess ppl are freaking out about a comment i put in pats journal about one of his surveys i took, ok ppl who cant figure it out cause they are drama starting dumbasses, joke, haha, we had crushes on each other and yea would have gone out with one another if we were dating eachothers best friends at the time, and yea fleesha knew about me
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and as for you brandon, ohhh dont get me fucking started, your not crazy, your a dumbass, what you think your so big and bad cause you have been in jail so many times, that doesnt prove that your crazy that proves your stupidity. and he does have a right to more then anihilate you, he actually cared for me back in september and october, when he watched me come in depressed every day from the way you were treating me and the way you were using me, he saw me on a high the day you came home for that first time and he watched me fall on my face that monday after you left sit at riverside and cry for four hours, and after i saw the guilt in your eyes cause i knew you had cheatedon me with katie. what kind of a man are you? oh wait you arent, because no real man would leave the woman he supposedly wanted to spend the rest of his life with, in tears while he left with his ex. adam took care of me that week and all the weeks and months after, even when it killed him because he wanted to be with me, he still stuck by me, and he still listened to me cry abotu you. that day he first kissed me, that was the best i felt in months, i was on cloud nine after that, and from then on i knew me and you were over because there are real men out there, people who are twenty million times better then you. you have alot coming to you.and the night you came home over thanksgving break you told everyone we were already were broken up, that was adams birthday, and i had told him i would be his by the end of the break so that night at riverside we talked, was an act, i am a thespian for a reason, i wanted you to hurt, i wanted you to bleed, and realize what you had done to me all those months.....cause i had slept with him, a week before you came home. and hes ten times more of a man then you'll ever be. you both make me sick
Because Of You Lyrics
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
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