Jun 03, 2005 23:15
Well here is the thing....I am really depressed right now my best friend in the whole world besides Sierra is mad at me because of some really good reason....but I can't help this reason because it is something that I have to do my-self.....I want to die....
I want to die. It hurts so bad inside. This pain is getting worse and worse and I can't break out of this night mare or is it a curse? This feeling I am getting hurts my inside out..I just want to runaway and scream and shout. I wanted to let you go...I wanted to let you know....but the feelings i have for you are just too strong and now i am writing a poem instead of a song...
Isnt it funny how much we have in common you and me sharing the same problems.... I hate it I hate you I hate him....but I love him yet once again. I cant tell you anymore how I feel because if I do I know you would never love me anymore ....you have already told me you dont care and you never want to talk to me again....but now the door is finally shut and my heart is finally bleeading red and now once again I shall be stabbed by all the horror in my head and now i am dead.
Well there is the poem i wrote hope your happy nicole....