Purple Cat

[bloodysunset]

 Maybe things happen for a reason. Can I see whats unfolding in front of me? Every person has their own set of perfections and imperfections. What can I accept in a relationship? Who needs to change? Does anyone? If neither changes, we will continue our three year stand still. If I change, I will over come my emotional barriers against alcohol, but am I giving up my ethical and social standings on it too? If he changes, he is "maturing" but am I gaining anything by it?

I do like him. I know we like each other. Why is this lifestyle difference such an incredibly strong barrier between so many other things?