Just Talking to Myself
We have our second consult at the Fertility Clinic on the 26th. Officially start treatment in the August cycle. Seven months of TTC naturally and nothing. I'm pretty sure that it goes without saying that my chances of ever concieving naturally or, as I like to call it, the cheerleader way... are never going to happen. As much I want it.
I'm so excited for treatment though. Looking back on DD's conception. It was amazing knowing that my LO was inside me at 4 weeks. That's sooner than most find out (but definitely not the soonest). I saw her tiny little gestionational sac and got pictures! Most don't have that either. Hell, I even saw the little follicles that would soon make up part of her. Only us infertilies get to see that! So, i'm grateful, for having knowing my DD that long.
I just want to feel the tingle and pitter patter inside me. I want to be pregnant again. I'll think about two under two later ;)
I'm so excited for treatment though. Looking back on DD's conception. It was amazing knowing that my LO was inside me at 4 weeks. That's sooner than most find out (but definitely not the soonest). I saw her tiny little gestionational sac and got pictures! Most don't have that either. Hell, I even saw the little follicles that would soon make up part of her. Only us infertilies get to see that! So, i'm grateful, for having knowing my DD that long.
I just want to feel the tingle and pitter patter inside me. I want to be pregnant again. I'll think about two under two later ;)