This is it!

Jun 07, 2012 18:42


Well, i'm officially starting all the prerequisites for fertility treatment. My periods were normal these last two months, which is pretty amazing. :) One was CD 29 and the other was CD 31. :)

I keep thinking that i'm going to get pregnant in August, which would mean a May baby. Which means i'll have a tiny newborn when I move to GA. Official fertility treatment for TTC starts in July, so I still have a month before I really start thinking i'm pregnant, also another month to lose weight! :D Which means i'll be under 195 when I get preggo (hopefully more). I still can't believe i'm under 200. I haven't been under 200 since 2008! :D I just want to be under 160 and show Michael what I can look like. He's never seen me under 175. That probably won't happen until after baby #2 though, so we'll see.

Tomorrow I have my Day 3 blood work, where they check all my hormone levels. Then on the 18th I have the god awful HSG. :( They stick iodine through a catheter into my cervix and check to make sure all my tubes are still okay and my uterus is okay. Who knows what they will find. Sometimes I imagine that the last one was a fluke and really I only have one working tube... but who knows. I got pregnant already so obviously it doesn't matter. What matters more is my hormone exchange which is fucking off track!

I have to go to Lab Corp and get like 18 viles (i think maybe more) of blood filled. :\ That always blows hard! Then everything should be good to go for me. We aren't going to tell anyone when I do get pregnant this time until after 12 weeks. I want to send out a cute pregnancy announcement. :) We'll see though. I'm really bad at keeping news that big.

I just keep thinking August, but that's probably because I got pregnant with Josie in August. It'll actually probably be September, which would be a June baby, which would be the most complicated scenario because we would be physically moving the family while I'm SUPER MEGA pregnant and all my doctors for the entire pregnancy would not be there to give birth. June baby would probably be one of those things where we don't move until the baby comes out and then when she/he does we move with a tiny week old newborn down to GA. *sigh* June baby would be the most hectic. So i'm hoping for either May or anything there after June. Soooo most likely a June baby!! lol

I'm so excited for all this to be happening. Josie is starting music and french classes. She loves them. She just loves playing around others. It's so sweet to watch and everyone commented on how she has no stranger or separation anxiety. :D She will LOVE a little sister/brother.

I'll never have what I call the "cheerleader" pregnancy... the "oopsie daisies" pregnancy. They will always be planned, monitored and medically treated pregnancies. I'm okay with that, why? Because they'll always be mine and Michael's. 
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