depressed
i am depressed as all hell today. yesterday i didnt go to skool and after amber and britt came home they came on my porch and malone was there too and then amanda and brad and a few others came and said there were to mant people in the car so i couldnt go newhere... so the me amaber and britt hung out for awhile and then they had to leave becuz my mommy was coming home from her surgery and no one could be there and i left with jim kc and amanda m and we drove around and met amanda and the gang at the fair and that was ok we didnt go on ne ride becuz none of us had ne money so yea then i went home and talked to malone on the phone till 3. we were both pretty screwed up last night... and i cut a few times...Deeper than i have beena and i was blacking out and shit and malone was all worried and shit.
this morning at 12 when i woke up i went next door and april was like yea my parents think u ( me) shouldnt go there nemore becuz i hang out with amanda and shit and i was like fine fine im sorry i cant save u from what happends in the world. should i tell her parents that her friends mom r crack heads and april and her friends smoke pot. maybe she is worse than my gang. amanda and them only steal.. april friends are a bunch of sluts and fucking get high every fucking day. but u know what whatever. im not going there nemore. but after me and april faught ( only me i yelled the whoile time) i ran out of her room and her dad went into the room so i know they talked about me or whatever. then i came home after that and cut a few times. yay that didnt help... but i know why. it didnt help becuz i didnt do it to take me away that time i did it to punish me and to punish me big time. well im done with this entry for today
P.s comment and... i wanna blizzard with oreas
this morning at 12 when i woke up i went next door and april was like yea my parents think u ( me) shouldnt go there nemore becuz i hang out with amanda and shit and i was like fine fine im sorry i cant save u from what happends in the world. should i tell her parents that her friends mom r crack heads and april and her friends smoke pot. maybe she is worse than my gang. amanda and them only steal.. april friends are a bunch of sluts and fucking get high every fucking day. but u know what whatever. im not going there nemore. but after me and april faught ( only me i yelled the whoile time) i ran out of her room and her dad went into the room so i know they talked about me or whatever. then i came home after that and cut a few times. yay that didnt help... but i know why. it didnt help becuz i didnt do it to take me away that time i did it to punish me and to punish me big time. well im done with this entry for today
P.s comment and... i wanna blizzard with oreas