Jan 30, 2005 23:35
what the hell is wrong with me? man im so sick of everything.im so stressed.its just one thing after another.if anything else goes wrong im gonna rip my fucking head off.i feel so unwanted and worthless all the time.and im sure every girl knows what im talking about when i say that i feel so freaking gross everyday.i try everything i can to make things better but nothing works.aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.i wanna beat someones head in.i wish i never moved here.i wanna go back to maryland.i have great friends here though. there r only a few who really matter to me.i love them all to death.i just wish i could take them all with me.FLORIDA FUCKING SUCKS FUCKING HAIRY ASS FUCKING MONKEY BALLS.fuck.damn but there r ppl who really treat u like shit down here.but whatever.i guess i just started thinking about stuff and now im in a bitchy ass mood.im just afraid of change.i want things to stay the same.i also think im confused about what to do with ricky.i think im starting to like him.(and cassandra shut up i know ur probably laughing).i really dont care what anyone says about that.whatever im fucking going to sleep.i obviously need it.
peace bitches