[FANFIC] Cafe In Love (Chapter 45)
Title:At right: Chapter 45
Pairing: Yoosu, Yunjae, Kimin
Author: BloodyRose
Length: 45/??
Genre: angst, romance, fluff, comedy, drama, smut, happy ending,
Warning/s: Yaoi, boyxboy
Summary: Junsu waited and waited
Junsu waited and waited, the man never seemed to speak; he just laid there and eyed him, watching him from head to toe and taking in every detail, finally a soft smile spread on his lips as he parted them to speak
'You're here…' he whispered, his voice sounded weak and tired, he sounded ill and junsu didn't like it, he hated it and didn't like it
Junsu's hold on yoochun grew tighter now, he watched as the man eyed him some more, everyone was watching them, everyone waiting to know what was to happen with the pair of them, junsu looked back at the man but soon broke the eye contact and looked away, he even took a few steps backward inching more into yoochun's chest
'I know you hate me…you're at right in that…I…' he began, again he was speaking in that weak broken voice and junsu couldn't go on, he couldn't hear him like this anymore, he couldn't handle him like this anymore
Junsu didn't take it, he just broke free of yoochun's hold and rushed out of the room panting and shivering, he rushed upstairs and into his bedroom at once locking the door behind him
'Su open up! Open up baby, let me in!' yoochun knocked the door and pleaded
A minute or so passed before junsu opened the door for him, yoochun rushed in hugging the boy and bringing him more into the room, in their rush they forgot the door wide open
Yoochun helped junsu sit in an armchair with his back to the door; he sat in front of him and held onto both his palms and waited, junsu was shivering and tears trailed down his cheeks, it hurt yoochun so badly to see him like this, to see him this hurt, he wanted to make it alright for him, he wanted him happy again and he knew that the only way junsu was to be happy was to make up with his father
'He's weak… I hate it…he's…he's too weak…I…I can't yell at him…can't shout…he's sick…chunie…I hate him…I hate him for being sick… I can't…I…' junsu sniffed and sobbed with his hands still in yoochun's hands, he hated all this
'He wasn't there… when they pointed at us…when they gossiped about us…we had to leave…we had to move here…I…I learnt to live without him… I have no dad…and then… and then he shows up…and…and he… he wants everything to be alright…it's not…chunie it's not alright… I can't just…it's too hard… chunie…it's just…' junsu cried his heart out now
Yoochun looked up from junsu to see behind him, behind the armchair. There, by the door stood Mr. Kim leaning onto the doctor and eunhyuk, his right hand was holding onto his heart while his eyes were filled with tears, he heard what junsu said for sure
'But you must let go baby, leave the past behind and try a new… look, I know it's hard love, but how about taking it baby steps, we took our relation baby steps and it worked right? How about we take this too as baby steps?' yoochun tried
'Baby steps?' junsu sniffed a little and closed his eyes as yoochun reached his palm and softly wiped his tears away
'Baby steps, baby' yoochun smiled, he looked up eyeing Mr. Kim whose eyes were fixed on the back of the armchair where junsu sat
'Baby steps' junsu repeated, this time he nodded his head a little and smiled, this might actually work, he just looked at yoochun and whispered softly:' wh…what first?'
'First you wash your face, I hate seeing you crying love, it hurts' yoochun smiled softly and junsu nodded, it felt so much better, so easier when there was someone to tell him what to do, someone whom he trusted and loved to take care of everything for him
'And then baby, we will begin slowly, tell him about one memory, one happy memory and he'll tell you one… tell him one fact about you and he'll tell you one about him, this way you will get to know him, to really know him, and then you can decide upon what to do with this whole thing'
Junsu nodded again, he stood up wanting to go and wash his face, as he turned he came to abrupt stop seeing the man they were talking about standing face to face with him, looking as weak and ill as before
'Go wash your face, baby' yoochun whispered and junsu nodded, he walked past everyone and went to the bathroom
'Thank you…' Mr. Kim began, talking to yoochun
'I did it for him, su needs a dad figure in his life, he needs to move on and be happy and right now you're holding him back, he's not happy because of you. I want to see my lover happy' yoochun frowned
Mr. Kim nodded weakly, he didn’t know if he should feel threatened by the look in yoochun eyes or feel happy that his son has such a caring boyfriend
Soon junsu came back and they all sat in the room, in his room, the doctor left and Mrs. Kim had prepared some hot tea and cookies for everyone, Mr. Kim was in the armchair while junsu was sitting Indian style on the bed, or more likely in yoochun's lap, yoochun was sitting on the bed, eunhyuk was right beside them on the bed and Mrs. Kim was in the second armchair
Sipping some tea and eating some cookies junsu began to talk, telling one happy memory wasn't a hard thing to do, usually, but today junsu felt unable to talk, it took him several tries and a lot of help from yoochun that he began to talk, that he began telling him about his first soccer match when he was five and how much fun it was, everything was going fine till the part where the game ended… till the part where every kid rushed to his father hugging him and telling him that he won happily, or even crying in his arms because he lost. But, junsu rushed to his mother, he had no father… there, junsu stopped, he didn't go on, he didn't tell the man the last part of the story, of him rushing to his mother and not his father. If the man got too upset and had a heart attack it would be his fault, and he won't be able to live with it
Mr. Kim smiled, he listened to every detail with great interest, he wanted to know everything there is to know about the boy, about his son, so everything was very important to him…
The day went on, by the end of it yoochun and junsu were hand in hand walking back to the hotel, junsu didn't have his spa day after all but still, he told his father three memories about his childhood and listened to three memories of his father's life, one about when he and his mother were still dating, junsu didn't like all the love he could feel in the man's tone, it was as if asking yoochun about his first date with him, he didn't like it, it seemed as if the man really liked her, loved his mother. But, it can't be, he left her after all, right?
The second and the third ones were about eunhyuk, the time he was born, the first time he walked and stuff, junsu couldn't help but feel a little bit of jealousy of his baby brother, the man talked as if he cherished every minute of his time with hic son, something that made junsu wonder why was he leaving him alone all that time to work if he loved him as he said?
Entering the hotel yoochun pulled junsu to the dining hall, they didn't have their dinner yet and he was starving already
Sitting down junsu looked around, he grinned widely when he saw who was sitting a few tables away from them
'Chunie, look'
Yoochun looked and blinked, there was the brat sitting with kibum and whispering into his ear, a glass of wine in front of each of them
'What the hell? I'll show him!' yoochun wanted to kick the boy out, it was too much that he distracted kibum from his work
'Chunie~ it's after hours, you can't just kick them out' junsu pouted ' and beside, they are too cute together' junsu smiled
'And we're not cute together baby?' yoochun frowned
'No' junsu shook his head and yoochun widened his eyes, not believing this
'We're perfect together, not cute' junsu smiled mischievously and yoochun grinned
'My baby became so cheesy huh?' he grinned happily teasing the boy
'I learnt from the best' junsu pouted at him a little and they laughed again
'Chunie, cam you drive me to the shop tomorrow's morning, I don't feel like walking' junsu whispered softly
'The shop?' yoochun frowned; he thought he took care of that shop already
'I need to clean a little and stuff, so it won't be filled with dust later on' junsu explained
'No need baby, just leave your keys with me and I'll make a cleaning team go and clean it for you, you stay in your place, in my lap so I could get some work done' yoochun smirked and junsu blushed
'But I have to go back to work, after Christmas' junsu explained to yoochun, so it will be all cleat to him
'Says who?' yoochun pouted
'Chunie~' junsu pouted more cutely than ever and yoochun melted down, he just thought in his mind that he must find a way to get rid of that shop once and for all, he must make sure junsu never leaves his lap no matter what
The food arrived and yoochun was about to dif in, but someone slapped him on his back and sat down beside him, right between him and junsu. Yoochun looked up angrily and frowned to see donghae sitting there beside him
'What is it?' yoochun frowned, this didn't feel too good
'Troubles in the hotels, the Australian one, the manager is fighting with the staff and something, the staff is planning to go on a strike for a week' donghae worried
'Right… what s it?' yoochun hissed again not believing a single word of what donghae just said, simply because he didn't have a hotel in Australia!
'I want him back!!' donghae whined in English and yoochun sighed and shook his head, this boy was too much…
'He's with his sick father' he retorted
'Still' donghae frowned, stubbornly