[FANFIC] BEYOND THE VEIL (CHAPTER 39)
Title: Beyond fears: Chapter 39
Pairing: Yoosu, Yunjae, Kimin
Author: BloodyRose
Length: 39/43
Genre: angst, romance, fluff, comedy, drama, smut, happy ending, fantasy, m-preg,
Warning/s: Yaoi, boyxboy
Summary: Sitting to the table and eating no one talked
A/N: Meant to be link: www. winglin.net/fanfic/bloodyspring1/
Sitting to the table and eating no one talked, dinner went without anyone talking, junsu, holding his baby boy again was watching yoochun more than he was eating, leeteuk too was smiling and watching his baby son not bothering to eat, yunho was feeding jaejoong slowly while kangin was watching everyone, it was tiring enough being the king of this world, as being the king meant always using your powers to keep everything in order, using your powers to give life to the trees, the grass, the sky and everything, being the king meant giving your soul and life to the world, to protect it and keep it going, for doing that you won't be able use your powers as you please, you won't be so powerful anymore, your powers would be all focusing on the balance in this world that it would be as if weakened by a hundred time, that's why the king would have the council to help him and do his biddings for him
Kangin watched everyone with a smile on his face, for a few seconds he even forgot about the fog attacking them every now and then, he looked at his sons, each with his lover/ wife and baby and he saw his wife, the queen, the one who was beside him all those years, the one who gave him those two boys and reached to kiss his palm softly
'Thank you' kangin whispered softly in leeteuk's ears ' for giving me such a great family dear' he added and leeteuk smiled, leaning in toward kangin and relaxing his head on the king's shoulder
'Eat too, baby' yoochun reached to feed junsu, seeing how he didn't eat any himself but watched him all the time
'Chunie… how…?' junsu began, but yoochun smiled and fed him some of his food silencing him again
Finally dinner ended, they all had their tea, as everyone liked it now they've tried it, and finally junsu spoke again while wrapping the blanket tighter around his now sleeping baby which yoochun rushed to hold in his hands
'Chunie… explain please' junsu asked again and yoochun nodded
'When the attack happened, when the… thing…attacked junsu I couldn't stand it, I could feel my baby hurting in agony, I couldn't stand still and just clashed with it, I wanted to mix with it, in it and maybe take it down with me… I was ready to finish what I wanted to do that night in the rainstorm' yoochun frowned, junsu widened his eyes
'I was going all out when it happened, the spell began working and I vanished, my soul was drawn back to my body and so I, once again, couldn't finish what I began' yoochun sighed
'But… the tomb…' junsu began and yoochun nodded
'Once I was back into my body I couldn't just come back, I didn't know where I was, I couldn't find my way back here so I tried the only thing I was sure will work, I found my way back to my wife's heart, I knew junsu was going to find me, to help me come back home, and baby did, junsu found me and opened the tomb, by doing that he marked the way for me, he showed me the way back and I came back' yoochun smiled
Junsu blushed and smiled, looking at yoochun, whole with solid body once more, he leant in to look at his baby but yoochun placed his fingers under his chin and raised his head up planting a soft kiss on his lips
The kiss broke soon when kangin faked a cough and shook his head, yoochun smiled and looked at his father
'So?' leeteuk asked ' junsu wouldn't name the baby, he said you will when you're back, so what's my grandson's name?'
Yoochun thought about it and smiled ' remember that date baby when we went to that British play and you liked the baby in it, you liked the name too, right? Minho'
Junsu smiled and nodded
'Minho it is then' leeteuk grinned looking at the baby, everyone smiled, yoochun smiled too but kangin who knew his son well enough saw right through the smile, he knew something was severely wrong but also knew that it wasn't the best time to discuss it
'I think it's time to go to bed now, yoochun, can I have a word with you son' kangin spoke up finally, a while later, and everyone nodded, wishing each other a good night they all went to sleep, finally only kangin and yoochun reminded in the room
'Speak, what's bothering you son?' kangin whispered softly, he could see the look in yoochun's eyes, and he didn't like it at all
'I… I'm afraid, father, I'm so afraid…' yoochun whispered looking down on his knees, his hands fisted in his pants, right above the knees, he didn't even look up to face his father, he could feel him sitting down right in front of him, yet he didn't look up at him, he didn't think he could manage it without breaking into tears or something
'What do you mean?' kangin tried to keep his calm as he whispered, he could feel the fear in his son's eyes
'I… the scroll… I now understand it all, what it means… and…and' yoochun hesitated
Kangin reached to hold on yoochun's fisted hand so in a comforting way, he didn't ask but waited till yoochun felt able to talk again
'I had thought about it for a long time now, I knew that it had something to do with su and jaejoong, with one of them for sure, it was all about one of them for sure, I…' yoochun paused, taking in a deep breath
'Su… it's all about su… the scroll… it talks about su and the fog, everything explained in it fits perfectly, so I…' yoochun paused again, heart filled with horror
'What fits son?' kangin finally asked
Yoochun took a deeper breath and spoke up again:' remember the poem from the scroll…
As everything has a face it has a hidden tail it means that everything has two sides to it even if we see only one
Just separated by the invisible veil, one side of the two is hidden behind the veil, it's unseen, unknown and hidden, a secret
But when one side tips the scale it means when someone is born with only one side of the two, as if only goodness or only badness in them
Order and harmony shall clash and fail, the balance in the world will fail, you see father, you told me twenty three years ago you felt something wrong, the year junsu was born, pure goodness with no evil in his soul, the balance went wrong and so did your powers
One innocent soul fate will use and divide see, here it is again, mentioning junsu, one innocent soul, you saw how innocent junsu is, he didn't even demand his title as a princess yet even though it's his own by law, he could've taken my spot when I was gone, but he's too pure to do so
The innocence and pureness gathered in one side here it is again, the goodness, pureness and the good qualities all gathered in one soul, in him, with no evil to balance it, just goodness
While the evil magnified by thousands shall hide, the evil that was abandoned, unbalanced will roam free, untied to anything, and so it will absorb other evils from the world and so it will grow and its powers will grow more dangerous and more powerful
Using the thunders and the shadows to glide, using the thunders and the shadows, this is how it moves and attacks, the shadows, the other side of the veil, the darkness which we took for granted, he used it to hide and he used the thunder, the thunder splits the sky, it creates a veil, an unnatural veil as there is no thunder in this world, but still a veil, and by doing so it gains more powers
As one lives the other will stay alive we tried to attack it for so many times but we always failed, I tried to use the oldest spells, the strongest and the most complicated but nothing worked, because we only tried to attack half of it, one side, the side behind the veil
Neither can die as the other half survive, we…we can't kill the evil fog as long as… as the other half, the good half, still lives on' yoochun paused here, tears filling his eyes, he couldn't hold it back now, he didn't even try to wipe them off as he spoke again
'To get rid of the evil in both the sword must dive to kill the fog, to get rid of the fog we must kill them both with the sword… with my sword, the most powerful weapon only, I… I must kill him father, I must kill my wife' yoochun spoke, every word was killing him, every word was filling him with horror
Kangin widened his eyes, this couldn't be. Yoochun could never make junsu cry let alone kill him, it would kill him
'There must be another way, yoochun, you could've made a mistake…' kangin began but yoochun shook his head
'So neither of shall remain and for life strive, junsu must die so the evil will die as well, both halves, both sides of the veil, both sides of the same soul must die, it's the only way to kill it, the only way to do things right…
Only with a new life death shall be blown our baby, a new life, junsu will live on in our baby, in the piece of him remaining alive…
And evil shall be overthrown … it would be it, as junsu dies with it the fog would end, it would be over and balance would be restored, it would be all normal and quiet again…' yoochun finished and cried more, his entire body shivering with horror, how, how could he kill his lover? How would he go back to the bedroom where junsu lay waiting for him, how would he face him knowing that his days are counted, knowing he will have to kill him soon before the darkness overtakes them, before it kills them… yoochun had no idea how he was going to hold junsu, hug him and kiss him knowing he'll kill him soon, how would he look at his baby and raise him? What would he till him the truth? How would he explain that he, his father, killed his mother with his hands?
'I…oh my god… yoochun… try, try again, maybe it will be another result, maybe you made a mistake, maybe it's not junsu…' kangin still hopped, hoping against hope that yoochun wouldn't need to do that, he didn't want yoochun to go through all of that
'It's perfectly right…I'm sure' yoochun cried some more, kangin closed his eyes, his mind trying to take in all this horror
'I can't do it father' yoochun sobbed ' I can't kill him with my hands… I… I need him with me to breath, to live on… I need him in my life… he can't be gone; I can't live without him… I…' yoochun couldn't go on, his courage betrayed him
'How about you rest now, go to your wife and son, be with them and relax, we will think about it tomorrow, we will find some solution, we will find a way out of it for sure'
Yoochun shook his head:' I can't…I can't face him keeping the straight normal face any longer, it's killing me'