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i got to see jimmy again tonight! it was soo exciting. he held my hand and kept laying on me in the car. it was soo cute. i almost cried from happiness. yeah so i didnt go to school today cause i didnt do any homework and i didnt study for a test. so i wanted to catch up on everything but my parents told me my life is fucked up. im fucking everything up. and that im failing school and all this shit. so i just didnt do any homework. i know im stupid for doing this, and ill regret it later. but i just dont care anymore.. i dont care about school. all i care about is my jim,my friends, and my job. i never get any fucking support from my parents, i only get it from my friends. and they wonder why im with my friends more than them, and why i always listen to my friends instead of them. because they dont believe in me.. at all. i got in a fight with my dad tonight.. and i said "i feel like my friends love me more than you love me, all i wanted from you was a little love and support, and you didnt give me shit" and his only response to that was "thats cause your never home" wow.. good excuse.. fuck this shit