all that glitters is not gold.
i worked all night into the morning. i've already showered and i'm still covered in glitter. i feel like i should order a stripper pole. i'll be thankful when this xmas crap is over. it takes weeks to get rid of all the glitter. it's definitely the herpes of crafts supplies. they weren't kidding.
i didn't dream when i slept. its odd because i've always dreamed. either i'm physically that tired, or my brain finally decided it's too tired.
i wrote down some ideas for some xmas gifts i want to make. lets see if i can actually put any of this together or if i'll cop out like i did with Cindi's birthday present. i still feel like an ass for that. anywho, i'm thinking of making a story book for Rebecca's baby and a painting of Rob Thomas for Cindi. i like both ideas and i think they'll be loads of fun. but i still don't have any oomph to get started.
i'm no longer feeling hungry anymore. i seem to only eat now to get anything on my stomach. my chest has felt heavy for a while too. maybe i'm just stressed. well, maybe a new place would help. i just hate the idea of living alone. then again, i don't really like a lot of people and can't really say i want a roommate. especially since most people are hard to live with. even people you've known your entire life (or close to it).
i need to get creative again..where the fuck is my spark? i feel stagnant.
i didn't dream when i slept. its odd because i've always dreamed. either i'm physically that tired, or my brain finally decided it's too tired.
i wrote down some ideas for some xmas gifts i want to make. lets see if i can actually put any of this together or if i'll cop out like i did with Cindi's birthday present. i still feel like an ass for that. anywho, i'm thinking of making a story book for Rebecca's baby and a painting of Rob Thomas for Cindi. i like both ideas and i think they'll be loads of fun. but i still don't have any oomph to get started.
i'm no longer feeling hungry anymore. i seem to only eat now to get anything on my stomach. my chest has felt heavy for a while too. maybe i'm just stressed. well, maybe a new place would help. i just hate the idea of living alone. then again, i don't really like a lot of people and can't really say i want a roommate. especially since most people are hard to live with. even people you've known your entire life (or close to it).
i need to get creative again..where the fuck is my spark? i feel stagnant.