watching paint dry
not so literally. infact, i'm posting just to avoid having to find something to do while the canvas dries.
i've let this journal go, i remember writing in it several times a week..now i'm lucky if i write more than a few times a month. but, what can i really talk about? work is work. i go in at 4 don't get out untill noon or later. i come home and try to amuse myself until bed time. weekends are spent either playing video games or going to the bar. nothing too exciting there. i could spent all this time packing. i'm sure that would be the better thing to do. just haven't brought myself to do it just yet.
i'm on pins and needles now. the next few weeks are going to go by pretty quickly. i know, cause i have to save money between here and now. which means, i'll be staying home alot between now and then. that doesn't really bother me so much. being at home has its perks. its the problem of maybe i can't save enough. i'm sure it'll be okay.
i'm looking forward to having jason come down to see me. he's going to ride back with me, so i don't have to drive by myself. not that i'd be entirely by myself, scotty would be there, but i don't think he can read directions, much less hold the map. heh. thats the part i'm not looking forward to at all. i hate long car rides.
jason is ready to lose his mind. he says that 5 weeks feels like forever. he's too adorable. its nice having someone love me the way he does. its been a long time since i felt wanted.
ooo, look, paints dry..
i've let this journal go, i remember writing in it several times a week..now i'm lucky if i write more than a few times a month. but, what can i really talk about? work is work. i go in at 4 don't get out untill noon or later. i come home and try to amuse myself until bed time. weekends are spent either playing video games or going to the bar. nothing too exciting there. i could spent all this time packing. i'm sure that would be the better thing to do. just haven't brought myself to do it just yet.
i'm on pins and needles now. the next few weeks are going to go by pretty quickly. i know, cause i have to save money between here and now. which means, i'll be staying home alot between now and then. that doesn't really bother me so much. being at home has its perks. its the problem of maybe i can't save enough. i'm sure it'll be okay.
i'm looking forward to having jason come down to see me. he's going to ride back with me, so i don't have to drive by myself. not that i'd be entirely by myself, scotty would be there, but i don't think he can read directions, much less hold the map. heh. thats the part i'm not looking forward to at all. i hate long car rides.
jason is ready to lose his mind. he says that 5 weeks feels like forever. he's too adorable. its nice having someone love me the way he does. its been a long time since i felt wanted.
ooo, look, paints dry..